New Beginnings on an Open Page
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Thread Topic: New Beginnings on an Open Page
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Oh, speaking of future, here’s something a little more lighthearted, I guess. My birthday’s coming up in a little over six weeks. Not super close but it’s approaching. I’m going to be 17. It’ll be so weird. But all this drama will follow me into that age. Not like a number fixes anything. (Well s---, that turned out to not be lighthearted after all…)
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I really should just shut up. It’s not like I have anything else of import to say. Not like anything I said earlier was of import, but I think it was a good idea to get everything off my chest and (in a way) out in the open. Obviously I still need to deal with everything but I feel like it’s one step closer. It was so hard to just say I was fine, to bottle everything up, to not indicate my true feelings at all. It was starting to eat me up. But now I feel better. I shouldn’t be as angry now that I’ve let it all out. I shouldn’t say “I hate….” so many goddamn times. You can’t go through life hating everything. I do enjoy some things, but some s--- is just so f---ed up that I know it’ll never be right again. I guess I’ll just deal with that later.
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Okay, seriously, I’m done now. That was my longest rant ever, and I don’t really regret it. It felt good, and I’d gladly do it again if I had to. I need to figure everything else out on my own, and maybe I’ll give some follow-up at some point. Heck, I don’t even know you guys all that well! Why do I care what you guys think? Ugh, I’ll just be quiet and disappear again, as usual.
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Okay that's the end of what I originally wrote. Holy crap that's some heavy stuff. Still haven't worked through it all and today was an especially bad day but whatever. It's not the end of the world.
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I need some good ol' gifs to really drive home the extent of my frustration with life...
one moment please... -
New account?
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Okay that's all the time I have for now. The 25th is the two-year anniversary of Season 5 of Race to the Edge being released, so I wanted to give that a little gif tribute here. I know no one else cares, but I just have to do something to acknowledge my fandom once in a while. I know it's annoying, but I really can't help it. Then I'll disappear until my birthday rolls around.
See y'all later! Sorry for being such a weirdass freak. -
WOAH DUDE HI DAWSON SUP BRO
Didn't see ya there, sorry.
Not a "new" account, but I've logged out of Hiccstrid to let it level up to Hot Shot because I'm weird that way.
What's up tho? It's been forever =) -
Hey sista
At work with a headache
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Awww...Why you gotta work at 4 in the morning?? Sounds like hell, man
Can't give a very good account of myself. Pretty much just played video games all night, then decided to check back here. Life's okay I guess but it could be better.
Hey didn't you move to Washington or am I not remembering that correctly? We haven't talked in months, yikes... -
Its alright overnight means less b----ing so
Me yesterday
I intend on it. Start new life -
Ah okay. What's your job again? I feel like I should know lol sorry
Yayyy! Then you'll live closer to me =D -
Oh and happy late late bday by the way. I remembered it on June 17 but I couldn't get online and didn't have your email, so...sorry. Jeez does that make you 20 years old now??? I met you when you were like 15, holy crap
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Okay sorry but I have to go. I've been sleep deprived lately, and the phone I'm using to get online has been hanging onto life by a thread for several months now, and it's starting to overheat and it's freaking me out a little, so...later I guess?
My email is viathevictor02(@)gmail.com if you really want to keep talking, but I haven't even opened the damn thing for the last week, so I might not respond to you, sorry... Life's just being a dick right now and I'm too unstable for extensive social interaction. Really sorry. Hope you have a good rest of your shift. :)
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