My official thread
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Thread Topic: My official thread
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Yup, he will find a way to help ya out I bet.
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Yeah
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I'm not normal
I'm seriously depressed
I can't deny it
I tried that -
Talk to your therapist. He can prescribe you something to get rid of depression.
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I'm already on medications
My grandma told me because of what I did I wasn't normal and that I need to stop minimizing my problems -
I'm being really irrational right now so it's ok for you to want to scream at me
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What did you do?
*i screams* -
I'm just idk man
I'm not fine
I am fine
I am too much -
Nope, you're not fine.
Is there anything disturbing you? -
I don't know
I just-
Have you ever missed someone you barely knew? -
Well, currently doing that.
But please tell me openly. -
So a girl, I will call her Z for privacy. On May 5th, Z committed suicide. She hung herself. I didn't know her, but I also dealt with suicidal thoughts at that point in time. I am a freshman in high school. Z was a beautiful girl, she had many people who loved her. I remember going to her wake. I couldn't stop crying, as I looked at her. So many people missed her. It was devastating. But that devastation over her, her beauty, everything, hurt me. She was ten times prettier than me. People loved her.
It influenced me in a twisted way -
My depression got worse and worse. People wouldn't miss you if it was you. They would rather had it been you than her. Every day. That was all I heard. And, some stuff happened...next thing I know I'm hooked up to an IV at the hospital.
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Well, that makes little sense. Having the same thoughts at the same period of time might have created some bond in your mind with her. Since you knew her, even if barely, her death due to suicide might have shocked you and the bond in your mind.
Is that why you feel depressed? -
Part of it
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