Do you ever get that feeling
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Thread Topic: Do you ever get that feeling
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rainnn NewbieWhere you hate yourself so much and you look at other people around you and wish you were them??
Like whenever I tell someone that I hate myself and I hate my life, they just say 'be grateful you aren't a starving kid in Africa' or 'be grateful that you don't have a disability' or whatever.
It's so annoying. I just want someone to, you know, listen to me?? Like is that even possible?? Haha probably not, lol the human race is basically f---ed anyway so what's the point?
I just f---ing hate myself, I'm trying to garner attention or act like a special snowflake or make it like 'I'm the only person in the world that feels like this!!! Ooh my life is terrible!!'
No. I'm being straight up honest here about how I really feel, I know you're probably skipping over this bulls--- rant or thinking tl;dr and I know many people feel the same way as I do. I was searching up how I feel just now and I was actually happy to see that someone related to how I felt, and actually came up with an answer that was similar to my situation.
Every day is the same, when I'm with my friends I try and imagine what their life is like, how much better they are than me. I always feel like I'm not good at something that everyone else finds easy, I always feel like I have no special talents or qualities to share with the world, especially nowadays where there are high expectations for people.
I feel like everyone else is better than me, smarter than me, prettier than me, I just feel like I am below everyone else in life. It feels like life is a game where you have to try and survive to the end, and there's the people who make it and there's the people who don't. I'm obviously one of the people who don't make it. Sometimes I just sit there and think of how much I have wasted my dumb life and how much of a loser I am.
I just want to be as good as everyone else. Ha but of course that's going to happen isn't it?? Nope. This is reality. Reality is a b----.
Ahh sorry for my rant, yeah hi. -
rainnn NewbieAnd what I really hate is when people tell me to be positive. Like it's that easy. It's not
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rainnn NewbieLol this should probably go in the study
Haha my dumb--- didn't realize -
rainnn NewbieSaw a mistake
*I'm not trying to garner attention or act like a special snowflake -
everyone gets that way sometimes, it'll be okay though
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