HORSE'S OFFICIAL THREAD
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Thread Topic: HORSE'S OFFICIAL THREAD
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It's OK I didn't sleep very well last night . I only got two hours
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I got in really big trouble so I won't have my electronics for a long time so I won't be on for a while
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Like how long ?
A week or a month or longer? -
I'm not sure. This will be the last time for a while. My mom caught me sneaking out. That is why. I am risking longer right now. I just really need someone to talk to right now. Mac, you on? Anyone really would be fine. Especially someone good at talking to people. I'm not upset over getting in trouble I just have a lot going on right now and I'm pretty depressed. Anyone willing to talk, please let me know. Thank you.
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Ha I'm so pathetic
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So ugly, fat, everything is wrong with me. Honestly I need to be perfect. I strive to be perfect. I doubt people understand. Oh well.
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Meh, I'm good now. I guess writing all my feelings down on a paper helped.
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oml I am so sorry I had to go to sleep early and go to school today it was only a half day but I am soo soorrry .
If you want you can post on our rp or not,it gives me a lot of time for ideas. -
If you want to feel better I : Threw Up Today,got yelled at yesterday by my dad,had a headache and still do,etc.
That probs doesn't help but *shrug* -
"See, no scars"
But its all lies.
They always check arms.
Not thighs. -
Did you do what I think you did?
Please don't say you did what I think.
Please do not tell me you .....
Taye? Did you? -
I did. I'm sorry. I let you down. Good news though, I am going to therapy now.
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Did you tell your parents?
Omg.
Omg.
Gimme a few minutes I'll be back.
IT's OK,I was actually considering it with a old pocket knife of mine,but I decided I could actually hurt myself and I didn't want to do it,beause I don't like knifes and needles.Unless I am widling(Spelled that wrong I know it)) and sowing. -
No. I didn't tell them. I can't hurt them like that. It was hard enough telling them I am depressed. Mac, don't ever hurt yourself. Don't do it because once you start its like an addiction that is hard to stop.
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The struggle is real.I have a hoodie that says that.
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I won't , I ..... I promise you I will never do that,I swear to ...the river styx? I don't know man if that works over the internet.
Anyway....YOu should talk to them,my parents told me whne I had depression that if I ever felt like doing it I should tell them but I didn't when I wanted to.
I ... It's hard ot explain but my therapist told me I could tell her anything and she wouldn't tell my parents,as long as I wasn't going to hurtmyself , or somene else.
That sparked bad thoughts,images in my mind of myself doing things like cutting or s--- like that,it mad me feel bad,I never did it,and hope to never do so. I am literally afraid to wear long sleeves in fear of people thinking I do.
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