Running Around at the Speed of Sound
- Locked due to inactivity on Jul 8, '17 3:54am
Thread Topic: Running Around at the Speed of Sound
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[Off Topic - Rambling]
Some people just become total b----es sometimes. For no real good reason at all, either. Like Drew, for example. The f--- did I ever do to her? She's just being snotty because she can, I guess.
Seth is only nice to me when it is good for him recently. Ever since we broke up, he's been an a--hole to me a majority of the time from my point of view. I don't know if he's trying to or not??? It's just coming across that way.
TheColdestSun just wanted to stop talking to me altogether for no real good reason. I annoyed them apparently? I have no idea how i'm more annoying than some people on here that they're willing to put up with, however. I thought we were chill, but apparently not. I know it's dumb to bring this up now even though it has been like this since last year, but it still irks me. Call me someone who doesn't let go easily.
At least I have the friends who choose to not be a dick. Momo, Kala, Dork, and Jello. I can't really think of anyone else who is active on this place. Heph and Rei are chill, too. They just aren't active much. The rest of you usually get on my nerves or I just haven't gotten the pleasure of speaking to you personally yet. Well, that, or it's just that we don't have much in common and thus we don't speak to each other. -
[Response - Marawhatever]
Looks very pretty at night. -
I'm not an a--hole to you specifically I'm just an a--hole in general lol
And I thought I was being pretty nice to you, but I want to keep my distance bc you know, jail isn't really my thing
Also I'd like to criticize you for overreacting to Drew's behaviour bc tbh, you're probably just going to make it worse by showing how badly it's affecting you -
[Response - RainInTheShadows]
That didn't take you long. I know you're keeping your distance because of that. I'm fine with that. I don't expect you to talk to me 24/7. It's just that the few times we have spoken, you haven't seemed to care for my presence. It's probably me just being a nuisance for stupid s---, honestly.
Overreacting? I wouldn't call it that. Anyways, I have a hard time getting over people being a dick who I considered close to me. Drew I should have suspected, though. I need to vent somewhere, though. No better place than here. -
[Off Topic - Rambling]
Always an issue of growing up, I think. Some people just become distant. It could also be me, though. Maybe i'm the problem, not them. Maybe I changed too much, not them. It's all a matter of perspective, isn't it? -
You're overreacting the way you did with Heph and Road. Your response is clearly out of proportion and most likely only going to result in more drama. Personality, I find your way of handling these situations to be immature, but you've been that way.
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* personally
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>tells someone to stop talking to me
>moans about it in their "blog"
First, I don't care. Second, whining about me wanting some space from you because you couldn't catch a hint isn't going to make me want to talk to you. Honestly just shut up, you can be melodramatic sometimes. Stop with the victim complexes. If people are being a--hole to you they probably have a reason to be like that towards you. 👠-
[Response - Both]
Alright And I assume both of you have solutions to these issues? Or are you both only here to point the flaws out to me? -
I'm not trying to be rude, as much as it seems that way. I'm trying to encourage you to get better control over your emotions. But if you don't want to hear it, I'll stop. Sorry.
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[Off Topic - Rambling]
I'm thinking of just removing the Off Topic thing. So many things are 'off topic' in this thread that the thread might as well just be for rambling in general.
By the way, please stop giving me homework, teach. I just want to have a life not surrounded by algebra ;-;
I don't think i'm trying to be a victim. If I am, sorry. I just try to be optimistic and say "hey, maybe it isn't their fault. Maybe I should be re-evaluate myself before pointing the finger." I'm aware I can sometimes act like the victim, and i'm trying to get better at that.
Dunno how my response is out of proportion. I personally think i'm being as calm as I can be. If this was like with heph and road, i'd probably be a lot more mad about it. Am I coming off as mad??
I'm just trying my best to move on, people. Get things off my chest and keep on with life. Sorry if it's coming off as something different. I don't know what any of you want from me. Do you want something from me? Feel free to give me a heads up. I'm all ears. But all i've really heard are criticisms with no real solutions. -
[Response - RainInTheShadows]
That was late. Sorry.
I'm ready to listen. Thank you for going out of your way to help me get better. -
[Rambling]
I get really hot whenever I am jealous or upset. I have no idea why. Y u do this, body?
I really do want to get better, though. I don't want to always be jealous, upset, and/or pent up over something. I want to be able to not always depend on someone. It's just very hard for me. I'm sure you understand what I mean. You is everyone reading this in general, by the way. No one specific.
Also, i'm really hungry and my stomach is having small cramps because I haven't eaten anything all day. Don't know if that has anything to do with it or not. -
[Rambling]
Sigh. Being alone sucks. It sucks a whole lot, and I hate being alone. I need someone to talk to me. Human interaction means a lot to me. I don't know why or when I got this sudden craving to be social a lot, but I don't like it. I used to be a great introvert. Now i'm an introvert who wants to be an extrovert for some reason but i'm bad at it. Stick to your guns, mind. Change is baaaaaaad. -
Hey there, how are you Boa?
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