You clicked your heels and wished for me
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Thread Topic: You clicked your heels and wished for me
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Don't walk back into my life and expect me to forget what you did
f--- you.
I'm gonna pretend you didn't say s---. -
"She bleed stars and moonlight, an expansion of darkness flooding from the cruel smile they had carved into her neck. It spiderwebbed itself down her blouse and soaked onto the carpet, promising a stain that would never fade."
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AHHHHH A GUARD ON OITNB JUST TOLD PIPER HE WAS GAY AND I AM V E R Y SHOOK RN
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I want to kill myself.
I want to end it before I can f--- everything up.
My relationship, my friendships, my job, my plans, my f---ing future.
Why do I even pretend to think I deserve it?
I don't deserve s---. I don't deserve to be happy. Why am I f---ing trying so hard, why am I pretending?
I'm just going to fail, anyways. I never follow through with anything. I should just stop. If I go now, they'll say I had a bright future, a lot of potential, all that s---.
I don't want to be here when I f--- it all over. -
*hugs you* Go ahead and cry on me.
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Like i keep saying I'm happy but am I
Am i f---ing happy
How would I even know if I was?
Like yeah I love him but do I want to be with him forever?
Yeah sure Reno is a ballsy move and it feels right in my gut but what if it isn't? What if I'm making a huge mistake? I've got less than 11 months to figure my s--- out. Why am I pretending I have it all together?
I want to be done. I want to be f---ing done. -
I am suffering with the same feeling,but for a different reason.
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Like f---ing why do i even try aha
I constantly ruin everything
If i loved him or them i wouldn't put all of them in harms way
All i f---ing do is hurt people so why
Why would I do that to him why am i so messed up what's f---ing wrong with me i c a n t f---ing breathe -
What if it's not right what if reno isn't right what if what i decided i wanted isn't plausible
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Calm down. Talk to me. I am here.
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I want it all to stop i want it all to go away i want to be happy but ah why do i think i deserve it man
Like this is why. This is exactly why.
f---. -
It will get better.
Time can take away all the pain.
Time can't hurt you.
Time can and will heal you. -
I'm shaking and I just
i know it's an episode and it'll pass and I know i should just sleep but my chest f---ing hurts and I feel numb and empty at the same time and it's like my ribcage has collapsed in on itself and aha all i can think about it burning and i know i shouldn't but it would make this pass faster i just want it gone -
Just sleep.
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Dont dont dont dont
I should just drink some water and take another pill and sleep
I'm just
Overwhelmed
Was around people to much today
I always do this I'm sorry I know I'm annoying hah. I just want to be okay. Just want to be okay for once.
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