You clicked your heels and wished for me
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Thread Topic: You clicked your heels and wished for me
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I am really, really lucky to have someone who cares about me enough to answer a phone call at 9:20 and let me cry to them
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I can't breathe.
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And suddenly
All "our" friends know the truth about you.
Even Parys.
I. Can't wait. For Monday. -
It is so. Freaking nice.
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Death is only the end if you assume the story is about you.
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I'm... Gonna black out for a while, I think.
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He said "I'm so so sorry" so i quickly changed the subject to my clothes bc i love him but i.. Can't talk about what happened today.
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Like, I know I'm the one who brought it up but i don't want him to feel sorry for me. I just wanted to tell someone what happened so that it would seem more real to me
This whole concept is really alien -
Also if someone wouldn't mind answering a question?
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But until then:
I decided i would download ten songs tonight. Eight, select Marianas Trench songs. Nine, Northern Downpour.
And like i wanted the tenth song to be poetic or some s---. Like really f---ing important to me. Something that shakes me to my core.
And there was nothing, not anything for how much I f---ing hurt tonight and how much what I'm going to do scares the literal s--- out of me.
Nothing.
So i just clicked a random song and downloaded it. I like the song but it's not important. What is important is that i have never once in my life been so surrounded by people who f---ing love me, but I've also never felt so.. Hollow inside. Like something is actually f---ing broken and i keep trying to assign metaphors to it and make it hurt less but everything feels wrong and i really need to step back and stop f---ing everything up -
The boy who hung the stars is actually f---ing insane.
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I'm going to puke
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Well s--- haha now i can't sleep
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I don't believe you.
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No no no no no no no
I just want to go back to sleep no this isn't okay no
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