Today was almosf as great as a school night can get.
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Thread Topic: Today was almosf as great as a school night can get.
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Like, I basically gave up on trying to make good with BB. She stays in her own thread most of the time and is never very concerned with others.
"Road" is never an option for eternity now basically
Drew has a very short attention span and I'm always confused when she enters my thread because 90% of the time she never says anything else??? I'm not even sure how we are on the friend status.
I feel weird around Seth now, so I won't be able to talk to him properly for quite some time. More of a personal problem.
All the newbies are okay to talk to, but don't seem like they'd be interested in a serious friendship. More casual. I don't think i'd be able to work with that.
A lot of older users i've fallen out of touch with, really.
Kala is chill though, and so is Rain and Jello. Nerdist has been pretty chill recently, so i'd consider him a friend. -
I guess these are the struggles of growing up.
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I watched Forrest Gump with my family. It's a great movie.
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It sucks that the best way to reveal who cares about you the most is by dying.
I wish I knew who would react to my death and how if and when i died. My family would likely be in tears, but outside of that, its sad that i cant tell if people would get super depressed over my loss. they might just shrug it off and move on. after all, im not very significant in this world. im not special. there are a million other people who could replace me.
dont like being depressed. it only makes my lack of confidence worse.
my drawing skills are getting better though. too bad no one experienced with art will ever look at them and say "thats really amazing". But at least theyd be telling the truth.
I miss being with seth. i miss having someone to say they loved me every night and day. i miss knowing that someone who ardly knew me had the courage to say they loved me. i miss the ways things used to be. the future is dark and uncertain. i just want to go back to when me and maru were friends. to when me and mike and seth and drew and heph were still close. i miss the past.
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