Today was almosf as great as a school night can get.
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Thread Topic: Today was almosf as great as a school night can get.
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i want a large long coat lined with fur, a hat that has the flaps on both sides and another flap stitched to the top, some thick warm glvws and furry boots so i can look super russian-esq during tge spring.
I plan to make my character weild a tower shield and a long weapon like a halberd or something.
Also i love how people ask if setg was okay during the break up but no one bothered to ask if i was alright. still a little salty about that.
Man, I hope the next Dark Souls 3 boss wont be tgat hard. im considering going back and figgting this one blue knight with red eyes. he was tought but i have a feeling he drops something cool. -
oh hi. thanks rain. it was sylvia, but ive given up hope on becoming a girl for a while. maybe ill regain hope when i can suppourt myself and not be so dependant on people who go against that life style.
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i started reading 20th Century Boys about 2 days ago. its a very interesting manga which i recommend to all yall stalking this here tgread.
oh, i also finished Bakuman and picked Slam Dunk back up again. Sakuragi is ss fun to read as it is to watch him fumble and succeed.
I have a spanish project due in 2 days, but ill wing it. irs nothing i cant handle.
My dad is starting to try drawing again. he bought a sketchbook and some markers. he might be trying to convert his western art stgle to something more anime, which is very interesting to observe. -
You're not the only one who was hurt, so don't act like you were. It took me a long ass time to get over the relationship and I'm still not completely, all the way healed up, but I don't regret a thing and I don't think you should either. I hope you find yourself a nice person in real life. As long as it isn't Dusty. God, anybody but Dusty. I took my friend Destiny to semi-formal and met her family. I've been doing well and am happy. Since there is absolutely no possibility of us getting back together, I sincerely urge you to move on (though it seems you have made progress).
Sorry for intruding. I felt compelled to say something, but it's probably just ramblings because all the scars are being reopened again. -
i have nothing to say to you other than to lease never speak to me again. "long ass time" my butt. And i havent moved on. its very hard to fkr me, because i actually loved you. so, yeah. never speak to me again.
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Since I don't stalk either of you I didn't know. I hope your both okay on what ever may happebed eith the breakup.
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anyways... um... I got saved by the bell today. my dad was going to get me a haircut, but time ran short. hopefully it will be at ponytail length by the next time i spend a weekend with him. i mean, im 16, damnit. i should be able to choose what i want my hair to be styled as at this point in my life.
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thank you, dani(?)
Honestly, dating is a lost cause. i might go back to my old plan and just grow up to be a trap sljt or something while animating on the side. being devoted is a high risk with high rewards, sure, but the risk isnt fair. its out of your control a large majority of the time. -
No problem. Damn. Everything has changed.
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Sylvia, I was sobbing and throwing up that night. That s--- threw me. For the last month, I've been having to burst into rants on here and irl to keep myself from going mad from holding everything in. I loved you. Ask any of my friends, I loved you more than anything. If all you're going to do is sit here and feel sorry for yourself, then I have ABSOLUTELY NO problem never speaking to you again. But if you think for one minute that I'm going to sit here and let you act like I never cared, think a-f---ing-gain. Let me remind you who got the f---ing cops called on them. Who begged you to stay a little while longer that goddamned night. I've worked SO f---ING HARD to move on and find happiness after that event. I'm not going to let you say that I never cared, not after everything I've gone through to reclaim my life and my happiness. I thought you of all people would be glad for me. That maybe we could still be acquaintances if not friends. If your way of getting over me is blind hatred and anger, be my guest. But don't say I never cared. Amd don't act like you've suffered anymore than I have.
If you ever loved me, you'd be happy for me. At least, I thought you would.
You should know me well enough not to say stuff like that and expect me not to retaliate -
i think being a slut is easier. especially if youre a guy. once you get the issue of appearance out of the way, its a decently smooth ride from there. the only really big problem is sexually transmitted viruses and stuff. but being sljtty is fun and lovely. people will compliment you and make you feel loved and important. i mean, yeah, yhey could probably care less about you and are just saying things to get what they want, but... Im so lost and desperate, just hearing stuff like that makes me feel a little better.
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Eep.
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it just hurt me seth. to know that you already possibly had your eyes on someone? to know that in the end, i was the real cause of all your sadness? to know that you hardly even remember our relationship? id be happy that you found someone, but for me it just felt... too soon, i guess. you know im sensitive. you know i often let my emotkons get the better of me. its just hard for me to let someone i cared about for so damn long go. its like a father entrusting his only daughter to some stranger hes never met. its heart wrenching, and i cant deal with that alone. i got mad, no, i got furiohs and all that anger welled up inside me and manifested itself into hatred towards you. sorry if it feels like im trying to throw a pity party. im not trying to. i really do want to see yoh happy. i acfually am glad youre doing okay. its just extremely difficult to come to terms that ill never have you again, i guess.
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ive been wearing my hair in a butt-cut style more recently. it helps get my mom off my back about my hair not being styled and is pretty easy to do.
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i think ill honestly be alone forever. i mean, sure, lots of teenagers say that about themselves, but im serious. with all my dependencies and insecurities, i dont think anyone is going to love me. ill always be that one goofy friend, but nothing more. i wouldnt be surprised if i eventually hung myself some time in the far future, despite my immense fear of the after life.
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