Explanation
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Thread Topic: Explanation
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So, this is a post to tell what happened.
So, it's summer. I hope you didn't expect me to be around forever. (Actually never goes anywhere with friends or family) But there is a reason to most of my disappearances.
1.) I'm stuck to my parents house, so I get to do their work. My dad leaves a lot (For the store, you know.) and my mother won't do "Dirty" work. So I'm stuck cleaning the house and fixing things, along with all things yard work wise. My brother is never home, along with my sister. Meaning, they don't do spat.
2.) I'm grounded. I have been having trouble sleeping, I tried meditation, walkthrough on getting to a deep sleep,(Multiple) nature music, silence, my own music, a couple other things, nothing seems to work. I've been moody and exhausted, causing me to be grounded.
3.) I'm a wreck. There is a lot of drama with my friends, I'm trying to figure this stuff out on my own, I'm stress eating, I can't sleep, I can't read or do anything that might help me in the afternoon, I've been very touchy and emotional and I can't help feeling sad. I don't know why, but sometimes(Most) I just get very melancholy.
4.) I was too hungry/thirsty/tired etc. To do anything. ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^
5.) My mother thinks I like the same gender and don't believe in God. She hates that. She needs to realize that I'm still figuring things out and need support and time. She decided she would make me feel like trash by sending me to a youth group and saying I'd go to Hell if I'd date a girl. Like I'd care. So, were going on a six day trip to see Christian rock bands community service, I'm actually happy because it turns out some of my friends are there ^~^
6.) I was drawing something my mother wouldn't approve. -shrug- Kinda explains itself.
6.) My father. That's all.
I am very sorry that I've been gone. I will do my best to continue more frequently on here. I'm sorry:
Jay
Cheese (I'm sorry I don't know the numbers ;-;-;-;)
1714
Sade (I do hope I can get to know you better ;-;)
Ello (I hope we can be friends again?)
Any people I am soaping with ;-;
I'm su sorry if I forgot anyone;-;
I would love if they got to see this, so please bump or tell them I explained my disappearance and I'm very sorry. Thank you~ -
Sorry to hear that spiders *hugs you* its okay to like the same gender who cares what your mum thinks she's a b---- a stuck up b---- she doesn't wanna do dirty work and she will not accept that you like the same gender (not saying you are but maybe you are) I mean no disrespect but sounds like your mum is a b---- or hoe
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No, she's a good mom. She was raised in a harsh environment, that's all. XD Thank you, though.
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I hugged you god dammit!!!!!! *hugs again starts to cry*
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0_0 I'm sorryyyyy ;-;-;-;-; *Hugs* Why are you upset?
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Cause saara is not giving me a hug and you didn't either until now
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That's all? I'm sure Saara was just busy. She doesn't seem to be online.
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Im here i was discussing theme park places to visit with my family 😬😬😬😬😬😬😬😬😬😬😬😀😜
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Cool.
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No trust me its a nightmare
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How hard can it be? You're picking a theme park. Just go to Six flags or something.
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Bump
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You don't have to explain yourself, love.
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Aw. You're so sweet. xD I think
I hope you get better? Maybe~~ -
I thought I should. ;-; I guess I feel like it's proper?
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cx Thank you~
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