emarsh1999's place.
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Thread Topic: emarsh1999's place.
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he saddest thing you've ever seen.
Your feet stuck in the sinking sand,
Your mind is reeling,shaky hands.
Tears are streaming, sorrow calls,
With no one there to break your fall.
I'm lost and fading, life ain't great.
My heart is breaking and life won't wait.
There's no one there, no one around,
There's not a soul and not a sound.' -
Sup bud
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'What do I do to ignore them behind me?
Do I follow my instincts blindly?
Or do I hide my pride from these bad dreams and give into sad thoughts and maddening?
Do I sit here and try to stand it?
Or do I try to catch them red-handed?
Do I trust some and give all my phoniness?
Or do I trust none and live in lonliness?
Because I can't hold on when I'm stretched so thin, I make the right moves but I'm lost within.
I put on my daily facade but then I just end up getting hurt again.
By myself.
I ask why but in my mind I find I can't rely on myself.
By myself.
I ask why but in my mind I find I can't rely on myself.
I can't hold on to what I want when I'm stretched so thin. Its all too much to take in. I can't hold on to anything, watching everything spin with thoughts of failure sinking in... -
I'm so doneeee XD screw it all. Screw it all...
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How do you think Ive lost so much
I'm so afraid that I'm out of touch
How do you expect... I will know what to do
When all I know Is what you tell me to
Dont you know
I cant tell you how to make it go
No matter what I do, how hard I try
I cant seem to convince myself why
Im stuck on the outside -
Yeah you'll need Jesse if you want to talk to me, I'm halfway between ripping something apart and ripping myself apart.
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rip me apart
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Memories consume
Like opening the wound
I'm picking me apart again
You all assume
I'm safe here in my room
Unless I try to start again
[Pre-Chorus:]
I don't want to be the one
The battles always choose
'Cause inside I realize
That I'm the one confused
[Chorus:]
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
I know it's not alright
So I'm
Breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
Tonight
Clutching my cure
I tightly lock the door
I try to catch my breath again
I hurt much more
Than anytime before
I had no options left again
[Pre-Chorus:]
I don't want to be the one
The battles always choose
'Cause inside I realize
That I'm the one confused
[Chorus:]
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
I'll never be alright
So I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
Tonight
[Bridge:]
I'll paint it on the walls
'Cause I'm the one at faults
I'll never fight again
And this is how it ends
[Chorus:]
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
But now I have some clarity
To show you what I mean
I don't know how I got this way
I'll never be alright
So I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
Tonight -
I l9ve those lyrics. I relate so well sometimes XD
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I don't understand why I sit here and try to make friends or half of the s--- I do. Why do I write? I make random s--- that people hate and call pride in it XD what a joke XD
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Jesse wants you to email him
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Disintegration XD the process of literally turning into fine grained particles and falling apart XD
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f---. >.
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*sits down and puts head in hands*
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You can't fix your broken promise
Our ties have come undone
I will not be used to be battered and abused
It's the reason why I choose to cut my losses
Your lies fool no one
Your magic white rabbit
Your white room straight jacket'
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