emarsh1999's place.
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Thread Topic: emarsh1999's place.
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*yawns*
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Love is at a wedding now... heh. *sits up on couch*
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Still don't get any of this...
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Ugg
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What do I do to ignore them behind me?
Do I follow my instincts blindly?
Do I hide my pride from these bad dreams?
And give in to sad thoughts that are maddening?
Do I sit here and try to stand it?
Or do I try to catch them red-handed?
Do I trust some and get fooled by phoniness,
Or do I trust nobody and live in loneliness?
Because I can't hold on when I'm stretched so thin
I make the right moves but I'm lost within
I put on my daily facade but then
I just end up getting hurt again
By myself [myself]
[x2]
I ask why, but in my mind
I find I cant rely on myself
[Chorus:]
I cant hold on
To what I want when Im stretched so thin
Its all too much to take in
I cant hold on
To anything watching everything spin
With thoughts of failure sinking in
If I
Turn my back Im defenseless
And to go blindly seems senseless
If I hide my pride and let it all go on then theyll
Take from me till everything is gone
If I let them go Ill be outdone
But if I try to catch them Ill be outrun
If Im killed by the questions like a cancer
Then Ill be buried in the silence of the answer
by myself [myself]
[x2]
I ask why, but in my mind
I find I cant rely on myself
[Chorus]
How do you think Ive lost so much
I'm so afraid that I'm out of touch
How do you expect... I will know what to do
When all I know Is what you tell me to
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Dont you know
I cant tell you how to make it go
No matter what I do, how hard I try
I cant seem to convince myself why
Im stuck on the outside
[Chorus x2] -
I love that song... not that it represents me, I just enjoy the style and meaning...
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*sighs* Don't know what's going on...
Don't know what went wrong. -
*sits down on couch and throws on music*
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v.v I might just bump my account
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I wish Syd was here. At least I feel better around her...
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I really don't belong here...
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>.< I'm done. Bye.
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If anyone is losing it I'd say it's me. Smh
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