The Destruction of Everything
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Thread Topic: The Destruction of Everything
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Every second I spend awake I get a little deeper into my mind and I'm so sick of feeling like this.
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You don't even know.
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How can you not know?
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Oh, right. It's because I don't matter.
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Well, f---. I need to stop. It doesn't matter. It's only going to get worse from here. No, actually, f--- not talking about this. I'm allowed to b---- at myself. f--- it. f--- anyone that happens to see this post. I'm so sick of being alive.
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sometimes I act like I think I'm changing,
improving,
but the worst of me is just beneath my skin
someone sewed misery into me
thought it would brighten me
or make me stronger
but I'm just bitter
like I've always been
I'm not growing as a person
but more as an illness
destroying the insides of a world
that's decomposing anyway
I'm just another tragic child
cutting scores into my flesh
so the whole world can see
and pretend to feel my pain with me
this isn't creativity
but weakness
and I've talked like I'm above others
because they're weak, just like me
I'm embarrassing -
oh my god
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This is you? Your voice is beautiful.
I love that song. -
One day I'll learn to bite my f---ing lip.
Because I know that you don't care.
How could I have gone so long
imagining I saw you there?
No one is coming to help me.
No one's gonna understand,
and I can't live through my last years
pretending I don't need a hand. -
I had forgotten this happened and because I forgot it I know it wasn't important enough to make me hate him but looking back on this I'm still so shocked and disgusted that any friend of mine would behave like this -
I must never forget that this exists. -
I made the mistake of reading that thread I posted with Nanashi and now I'm pissed off again
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If it makes you less sad,
we'll start talking again.
You can tell me how vile
I already know that I am. -
What do you see when you close your eyes?
How do you feel when you see it?
Who is to say that it isn't real?
And why can't we lie to believe it,
to believe in something?
Look into the emptiness and step into the cold,
right between your body and your soul.
Deep inside of all of us,
there's something left to hold.
Even when we give up all hope,
there's space enough to grow.
I know that we are all terminal.
We sail on borrowed time.
It's never about what we leave behind,
it's how we live our lives.
Look into the emptiness and step into the cold,
right between your body and your soul.
Deep inside of all of us,
there's something left to hold.
Even when we give up all hope,
there's space enough to grow.
What do you see when you close your eyes?
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