Batman's Cave
Thread Topic: Batman's Cave
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tf why?
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I refuse to sleep, I can't. Sleeping is like telling a blind man to look for the green block. It's irrelevant. While knowing what's ahead of you, but you foolishly go into that maze knowing damn well you won't make it out alive. And yet, you still do. Why? Some may say it's foolishness, or the idea of bravery being implanted in their head. Maybe it's both. But with me, I am not going to be foolish, or brave. Try to be a hero and face the horror that awaits me when I close my eyes. I will keep them open. Sleep is for the weak.
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Perhaps that is my motto now?
Sleep Is For The Weak -
I really wish I had a family who would accept me as I am. Flaws and all. But no. They prefer to be judgmental f--- ups.
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I really get jealous when I see a family, happy as ever. Father, mother, two children. It's perfect. They are laughing and happy. All look like they don't have a care in the world. I want that. To laugh and not care. To smile and not force it. To not look in the mirror everyday and question my identity because it's not something my family wants. I'm sorry that I'm not like you. I'm sorry if I will go to Hell. If God worried about us, I wouldn't be in the bathroom splitting my skin open with scissors.
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I'm not straight. I denied it too much, and I'm tired of pretending. I really am. I'm not straight. I just don't like guys, girls too. And I think I am okay with that. Okay with the fact that I'm not normal. I'm not like everyone else. I might prefer girls over guys, I dunno. I don't know what i prefer. I was too busy trying not to be a disappointment to you guys. It feels odd to admit it, but why the f--- not? I'm not straight and I'm happy about it. It means that I'm okay. Okay with being this way. I just wish I'm accepted as who I am.
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I would love to be able to scream it from the rooftops and not have anyone hate me about it. I'm desperate to admit it. To tell everyone and not give a damn. I just wish I was brave enough to say it. To admit it.
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baaaa
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*hugs Jozlyn?* Jozlyn!
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*hugs* Yes?
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I don't know. Just thought of coming in and attempting to speak? I xont know.
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Its okay. I thought you were talking about what I have veen posting
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If I knew exactly what to say, I would. I did have something that I was, but forgot what it was.
You are who you are, Jozlyn. No one can change that. In the end, be you. Ypull find ones who do.
I'll talk to you later. Going to try to sleep now. -
Hey. I'm here. Dad took my laptop. Just wanted you to know. I'm in remission.
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Hey!!!!!
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