Batman's Cave
Thread Topic: Batman's Cave
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Lyle...you can have anyone else pffttt I can't. *hides*
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Bat, you have Ben. Though- *Gives her a soft kiss on the cheek* Please... stop crying over me.
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[poll.PJ3D]
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Kenny you left......
*locks bedroom door* -
("Dear Diary
Today was a long day in school and I haven't really eaten anything yet today
But I guess that's good
I just wanted to write something real quick before I go off to bed")
So here it goes:
Dear diary
I'm fourteen and I always feel so nervous
Tell me why is it that everyone is so perfect
While I feel so worthless, and they look so happy
While lately for me, my mood has been so crappy
And I have come to believe all the things that I'm seeing
On magazines and TV, of every single perfect being
All the girls with perfect bodies, and such amazing skin
Oh how I would kill to live the life that they are in
I've been trying to lose weight over that past couple of weeks
Throwing up after meals, on the rare times that I eat
But that isn't enough, I still need to do much more
To get this guy to notice me, people wonder what for
There's so much room in my tummy that it isn't funny
I don't wanna be people's dummy, but either way I feel dumpy
Most of the time I am left here, thinking to myself
Oh god is this worth it, or do I need some help
Like:
I've been used by guys, I've been hurt by girls
I've been hit by my mom, and cursed by the world
So I keep losing weight, just trying to be perfect
I'm waiting for somebody to tell me that I'm worth it
You're not alone(repeat 16x)
I'm twenty-three and just ran across my old diary
I opened it up but i really don't know what inspired me
To do this, but I was instantly in tears
To think of how lost I was during those young years
And that guy that I mentioned back when I was fourteen
He's my fianc now; I guess that I'm living a dream
We got a small house, a nice car and a good life
But my arms are still scarred from using my own knife
But he accepts me how I am, and he knows about my past
And after all that, he still says that we're gonna last
And I love him, I love him, I love him with all my heart
I honestly couldn't take it if we ever got pulled apart
If I could say one thing to me at age fourteen
It would be that you'll find a guy who will treat you like a queen
It gets better than it is, don't worry about your size
And never think you're alone, someone out there hears your cries
Saying:
I've been used by guys, I've been hurt by girls
I've been hit by my mom, and cursed by the world
So I keep losing weight, just trying to be perfect
I'm waiting for somebody to tell me that I'm worth it
You're not alone(repeat 16x) -
[Intro + Hook: MikelWJ]
Smile little princess, things get better
And if you don't trust me look at the weather
It's better, in summer, than in winter
Smile little princess, You've seen darker
Everyone knows that they set the marker down
Higher, than it should of been. And I'm here to fix it all now
[Verse 1: MikelWJ]
I understand the struggle that you go through on the daily
Parents argue constantly, and brothers acting crazy
You're slowly losing grip with your touch on reality
You're numb and you're broken, it's honestly a tragedy
Another good soul's been broken by our society
And I speak on behalf of everyone who's sitting silently
You're so done with crying, you're so done with the hurt
You're so done with the boys who push you into the dirt
You feel so damn useless, just begging for a purpose
But little do you know, you still have yet to scratch the surface
See the reason your alive is f---ing bigger than the earth is
So everything you do and you say should have a purpose
Don't cut, don't purge, be safe and find bliss
Thats all that these lyrics are saying about this
I'm here when you're sad, so you can be when I'm happy
It's still a long journey, but this life isn't shabby
So please
[Hook: MikelWJ]
[Verse 2: MikelWJ]
Smile little princess, I promise it will get better
You can't live with all of these sad thoughts forever
I mean, think of all of the things that can make you smile
Since I know your smile's been missing for quite a while
You gave everything you had and they said it wasn't enough
So now your sitting there in a corner since life is tough
You're looking for attention, you're begging for affection
You wonder if your life is going the right direction
Yeah, I know the feeling, I own property there
I just want it to be known in case you weren't aware
That people care, and you don't have to be alone
You're heart is a house, You need repairs on your home
Just laugh a little, live a little, cry a little, breathe
Those are the three basic things that supplement your grief
I promise that you'll make it, go a day at a time
And happiness will follow will follow in a parallel line
[Hook: MikelWJ] -
"His Daughter"
"Everything's gonna be alright."
She whispers to herself.
She was only 6 years old that night.
As she hid behind that shelf.
Cause daddy had a little too much to drink.
And mama didn't want her to feel the pain she felt.
But she still felt the pain...
Well 10 years they came and went,
And dad was gone.
So she looked for love in other men.
And tried to act strong.
Oh, broken hearts and Scars in only places she could see.
Cause she just wanted, she just wanted to feel something.
And as she sat there on her bed,
Thinking bout what those girls said,
Tears streamed from her eyes.
She cried...
"If there's a God out there
Please hear my prayer.
I'm lost and I'm scared,
And I've got nowhere else to go.
I've come a long, long way.
But I'm not sure I can make it much farther...
So if you're listening, could you give a helping hand.
To your daughter."
Well her path started to change.
She reached out and grabbed God's grace.
And finally, she saw a light.
Until that night...
Where she decided one drink was alright,
And one thing led to another.
Next thing you know, 9 months go by,
She's a mother.
And as she laid there in that bed.
Stroking that small angel's head.
Tears streamed from her eyes.
She cried...
"If there's a God out there.
Please hear my prayer.
I'm lost and I'm scared,
And I've got nowhere else to run.
I've come a long, long way.
But I'm not sure I can be the best mother...
So if you're listening, could you give a helping hand.
To your daughter."
Well that baby grew into a boy.
Who became her pride and joy.
He loved her like no man could.
And her heart felt peace, cause she finally understood.
God's love.
So as she laid there in that bed,
99 years old.
She grabbed her son's hand and said.
"There's something you must know..."
"There is a God up there.
Who heard my prayer.
I was lost and afraid.
And I had nowhere else to go.
I had no clue, what to do
And then He sent me you."
So if you're lost and afraid,
And you feel so alone,
Don't worry child,
Cause there's a Father who will love you as His own.
Just like he loved his daughter.
Like he loved His daughter. -
"If You Knew"
They think you're crazy.
They think you're mad.
They call you stupid, worthless, tell you you're not worth it.
And now you're walkin' back to a place you call home,
But you feel so alone.
The same hurtful hits, it's your darker place.
In your virgin ears, the remarks they make.
And if they, if they really knew all of those things.
That you do in your room to hide the pain
I bet their minds would change.
I'll bet their minds would change.
They'd change if they knew the pain.
Change
'Cause I believe in these scars
'Cause I believe. -
"Bullet"
[Chorus - Charlie Scene:]
My legs are dangling off the edge,
The bottom of the bottle is my only friend,
I think I'll slit my wrists again and I'm gone, gone, gone, gone.
My legs are dangling off the edge,
A stomach full of pills didn't work again,
I'll put a bullet in my head and I'm gone, gone, gone, gone.
[Verse 1 - Charlie Scene:]
Gone too far and yeah, I'm gone again,
It's gone on too long, tell you how it ends,
I'm sitting on the edge with my two best friends,
One's a bottle of pills, one's a bottle of gin,
I'm 20 stories up, yeah, I'm up at the top,
I'll polish off this bottle, now it's pushing me off,
Asphalt to me has never looked so soft,
I bet my mamma found my letter, now she's calling the cops,
I gotta take this opportunity before I miss it,
'Cause now I hear the sirens and they're off in the distance,
Believe me when I tell you that I've been persistent,
'Cause I'm more scarred, more scarred than my wrist is,
I've been trying too long, with too dull of a knife,
But tonight I made sure that I sharpened it twice,
I never bought a suit before in my life,
But when you go to meet God, you know you wanna look nice.
[Charlie Scene:]
So if I survive, then I'll see you tomorrow, yeah, I'll see you tomorrow.
[Chorus - Charlie Scene:]
My legs are dangling off the edge,
The bottom of the bottle is my only friend,
I think I'll slit my wrists again and I'm gone, gone, gone, gone,
My legs are dangling off the edge,
A stomach full of pills didn't work again,
I'll put a bullet in my head and I'm gone, gone, gone, gone.
[Verse 2 - Johnny 3 Tears:]
We hit the sky, there goes the light, no more sun, why's it always night?
When you can't sleep, well, you can't dream,
When you can't dream, well, what's life mean?
We feel a little pity, but don't empathize
The old are getting older, watch a young man die,
A Mother and a Son and someone you know, smile at each other and realize you don't,
You don't know what happened to that kid you raised,
What happened to the Father, who swore he'd stay?
I didn't know 'cause you didn't say,
Now Mamma feels guilt, yeah, Mamma feels pain,
When you were young, you never thought you'd die,
Found that you could but too scared to try,
You looked in the mirror and you said goodbye,
Climb to the roof to see if you could fly.
[Charlie Scene:]
So if I survive, then I'll see you tomorrow, yeah, I'll see you tomorrow.
[Chorus - Charlie Scene:]
My legs are dangling off the edge,
The bottom of the bottle is my only friend,
I think I'll slit my wrists again and I'm gone, gone, gone, gone,
My legs are dangling off the edge,
A stomach full of pills didn't work again,
I'll put a bullet in my head and I'm gone, gone, gone, gone.
[Ava, Johnny 3 Tears' Daughter:]
I wish that I could fly, way up in the sky,
Like a bird so high,
Oh I might just try,
I wish that I could fly, way up in the sky,
Like a bird so high,
Oh I might just try,
Oh I might just try. -
"Another Empty Bottle"
[VERSE 1]
Mama was a bit naive,
And her Daddy was a blinded thief
He went and stole away what was left
Of the remains of a family
She'd hide away behind a door
She kept locked
But the walls weren't thick enough to
Block out, angry noises of the voices
That once soothed her to sleep
[CHORUS]
And she lies, tonight
Underneath a caving roof
And she cries, tonight
Wondering what she can do
And she tries, tonight
Remembering who she once knew
But they've died, inside
Another empty bottle takes a life
[VERSE 2]
This world can be so cruel
She lives her life as a broken tool
And she believes she's unable to fix
This broken machine, and what's the use
To throw yourself at love
If in the end it never seems enough
To be able to get through all of life's broken dreams
She watched her father live in regret
Heard her mother cry in an empty bed
And she swears
This is the best life gets
[CHORUS 2]
And she lies, tonight
Underneath a caving roof
And she cries, tonight
Wondering what she could do
And she tries, tonight
But she's out of memories
That she once knew
And she dies, inside
Another empty bottle takes a life
[BRIDGE]
And every little bit, every little bit
Of her wants to see that light
But every single night
Another little bit of her dies inside
She's trapped in her mind
She feels more alive
She feels more alive
In her own dreams
And she's wondering
What's beyond the sky
Could she see the light
If she falls asleep
Cause she feels more alive
In her own dreams
[CHORUS 3]
So tonight, she lies
Lifted up through her own roof
Dried eyes, tonight
There's nothing more
That she could do
And they cry, tonight
A daughter that they hardly knew
And she's lost, in time
Another empty bottle takes a life -
Jozy I'm so sorry. It's just he controls ice and snow, while I'm the life reaper of winter. We're so close in elemental abilites. Plus he's so cute and he's so sweet. He said I'm worthy of being the winter life reaper. Please Jozy.
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Why do I have to go to school tomorrow? Why can't I just be home schooled? There's no bullies. No teachers so naive they can't see the students pushing me down in the halls. I might just drop out. I should. I can get my GED, get a job, it won't be a high paying job, I'm fully aware of that. But.....if I do that, it'll save me the years of abuse. I have a few years left. But if I can just convince my aunt I'm happy not having everything I want, to live in a mansion and be able to go the country club every Saturday.
I'm okay with not having that. -
Lyle, it's okay. Everything's gonna be alright.
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She says she wants the best for me; she knows the arguing gives me panic attacks. Yet she still screams. I'm scared that something will happen and she will break. It'll be my mother all over again.
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u seem lonly
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