Yo Andypie
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Thread Topic: Yo Andypie
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Andypie NewbieThe suicide books, not that u wanna push the issue but I was a little interested
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meerkat Noviceu want to read them?
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Andypie NewbieWell we're u gonna tell me something over GTQ or were just gonna invite mento read them
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meerkat Noviceoh earlier i found my suicide note from begining of march last year,it is covered in blood,i was cutting the day i wrote it.I had a day planned forr suicide,its still burned in my mind,march 24th...
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Andypie NewbieY that day
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meerkat Noviceit wouldve fallen on a tuesday i think it was,tuesday it fam. study night and my plan was,i would kill myself,then when it was time for family study,ian would walk in my room and see me dead,with the note stuck on the knife through me
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Andypie NewbieY wud u have those thoughts in the first place
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meerkat NoviceI was sick of being so depressed and not getting better.Sick of being stepped on,overlooked,left out.Sick of being called names,being bullied.And not having anyone to talk to about it.I just couldnt cope and wanted it all to just go away,so i thought if it wouldnt go away it would just be easier for everyone and myself if i would
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Andypie NewbieBabe if I lost u then I don't know how I wid have been able to go on, having liked u and never told u, always thinking that I kud have saved u, oh my god I shudder at the thoight
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meerkat Novice:') im so glad i didnt do it
its long but i can type out the note if you wanted to know what it said..
the begining of it was song lyrics:p -
Andypie NewbieNo I want it to be solemn occasion I'll read it in person
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meerkat Noviceif thats what you prefer then thats fine,ill copy it so you dont have to read the bloody one,i wouldnt want that
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Andypie NewbieNope we can do wantever ur comfortable with
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meerkat Noviceokay ill copy it then....tbh when i read it today i cried...alot.I cant believe how f---ed up i was,but at the same time, i remember it all to well.
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Andypie NewbieWell baby don't worry about it now, I've got u
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