I feel like I'm not needed here anymore on GTQ.
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Thread Topic: I feel like I'm not needed here anymore on GTQ.
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That doesn't mean I didn't still want to talk to you. You're still my friend, I want to be able to have a conversation with you.
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I never saw those options until I turned 14. It takes some practice, but it isn't hard.
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Did mean I wouldn't become second fiddle with my rl friends, but it happened. I felt like you had enough people to talk to. Are we friends or acquaintances Lucky?
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Benny: I'm seventeen and I understand how the world works, just not the people who live on it.
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Well I thought we could stick with being friends but lately it doesn't seem to be working out. I kinda feel like you don't really care about me at all, so aquaintances it is.
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No it was, then that wondrous feeling of doubt crept into my mind that I was second fiddle to you Lucky. But yeah...I guess we are acquaintances. I...never mind. It's just acquaintances then. Nothing more.
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You doubt yourself too much. You've never been second best to me, Anri. I've tried so very hard to make you see that, but you don't seem willing to listen. You don't seem to care about what I think. You draw conclusions and doubts before even asking me. You just assume you're second fiddle. You're not. But if this is the way things are then I guess it doesn't really matter anymore.
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Not like you're going to check in here again lucky, but it's here.
I do care Lucky, I care about you as much as I'm able to with is a lot. You're like a sister to me and I was happy when we first started talking, glad that someone shared some of my opinions. Then...we started arguing, which I take full responsibility for, and then I saw you start to grow away from me. I got jealous of the other users you were able to talk to so calmly and they could talk back easily. Yeah, you could say I got attached to you, but it's my nature to do that with my friends or people I share a close bond to. I felt like the bond we had was snapping and I wanted to fix it quickly, but...I made the bond break more. Then the yelling and the fighting started. I felt like...a piece of ahit every time I argued with you, but I could never back down from an argument. So many people know that and...I was scared to lose you as a friend, but now I've made it worse and now the bond is snapped into two pieces. I understand that I'm a piece of crap still and a crappy friend to include to that long list of things I have wrong. I'm sorry all of that ended the way it did, but I can't fix it now, not that I know of. I have no more ideas to pull out of my hat and...I'm sorry I lost a great friend. -
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Honestly, Lucky, Anri, you two are doing something similar to what me and Br0wnies have done.
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Yeah I noticed dark...but yet I still made everything worse to the breaking point and...she'll never read what I put...I don't know maybe she will. But that won't fix things..
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Friends have downfalls. Friends say things they don't mean. And friends screw up a lot. Stop wallowing in it. Just keep your head up. Don't think of what you should have done, think about what you can do.
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What the hell can I do dark? I f---ed up royally this time and there's no frwaking universe tape to fix the bond I just broke.
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look, the only reason I don't talk to you is you've told me not to, and I respect that. I myself have change from the dumba-- text talking newb I came on here as, but I guess you just haven't noticed. and if I ever said anything hurtful to you at some point, I'm sorry.
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Dark: You can start by calming down.
Frick, I just messed up a relationship with BB. Though, I knew it was coming, so..
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