The Storm
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Thread Topic: The Storm
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it would probably be better to just take everyone off that list and just talk to myself
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I can't even call it talking at this point I'm just practically just eating myself
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there were two just's there I'm such a f---ing failure
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I can't stop
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Updated list of people who can come in here:
me -
that was a little late my head is already throbbing
Homestuck is blocked on the school network and I really need the distraction -
haha I'm sure this'll be fun
this is gonna be a great time
no one should think twice about this
just watch me implode
I'm giving up
I can't stop -
I am a mess-
that's the only word that does it justice.
Just a continuous wreck.
Lost day after day, I forget the words and just live it.
I just go through the motions,
one mistake after another.
I try to correct these things
but it's hard to even bother.
I'd forgotten how to care
and then remembered just in time
to see that this apathetic me
has already ruined my life.
And I can't pick up the pieces
from what I'm sure has to be
some disgusting alter ego
that seeks to destroy me.
My mind is self-destructive,
falling in on itself.
It's like my skin can't contain me
the way everything bleeds out.
It's like I'm my own cancer
and I just can't remember-
how did I become terminal?
Sometimes it feels like forever
ago that I learned that I was wrong all along!
I was brought up this way, but I can't be a victim.
I can't afford to make excuses for these problems-
I have to fix them.
And I work on it, daily,
it's a constant routine.
And it's painful- was it worth it?
I have no certainty.
I just keep living, keep breathing.
Sometimes I don't know why I try.
I don't believe I can fix it,
but I've got nothing but time. -
Locked myself up in a room without a window
just to see if it was any easier to breathe.
I was wrong!
Never underestimate the daylight.
There it's so much easier to breathe.
I can't wait to understand the reason
I've yet to translate.
Any meaning besides,
"It's not worth it to try."
Get out.
Get out! -
These songs are important.
Dog Teeth
Hatef---
Gold
Get Out
Move Your Body -
DON'T. MESS. WITH MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
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whaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat
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-rolls in if I can come in-
-warily rolls back by the edge of the thread in case cake needs to be alone- -
you can stick around bby
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hi there maru-cakes
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