The Storm
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Thread Topic: The Storm
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Please do. .w.
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Okay. It'll probably take about ten minutes though.
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okie
thank you honeybunch -
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actually I have a chance to get a bit of sleep tonight
I'm going to take it
please still post the thing though I'll look at it tomorrow
goodnight -
Lilith's character is full of contradictions, interweaving a multitude of legends and traditions. According to Jewish scriptures she was created with Adam. Refusing to comply with Adam's demand that she submit herself to him, she fled from him by using the Ineffable Name of God. Adam complained to God of his loneliness, who created Eve in response, and the "fall" and the expulsion from Eden followed.
Adam, blaming the fall on Eve, separated from her, and for a while reunited with Lilith, before finally returning to Eve. Lilith bore Adam a number of children in this interval, who became the demons. After Adam's reconciliation with Eve, Lilith assumed the queenship of the demons; in some versions she is the consort of Samael, in others she remains unpartnered. As Queen of the demons, she was said to kill babies in their cribs in the first days of their life.
Stripped of the overlay of medieval mysticism and demonology, Lilith emerges as the first independent feminine spirit. The image of the rebellious woman demanding equality was too uncomfortable for early male-dominated society, and therefore they sought to plunge her into the depths of demonhood as the archetype of the "bad woman". Only now may the image of Lilith be revealed in new light as the first woman, equal to man, and a free, independent, creative spirit. -
Night.
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Updated list of people who can be in here:
Me
Geeky
Si
Appa
Salem
Megan
Milady
Pumpkin
Tenten
Ashkin
Wolfy
Mia
Emma -
In the first two years of my time here, I'd complain constantly about my father and how evil he was to all of us. I made my mother sound like a saint. Now we're alone with her and I realize that she, too, is poison. It kinda seems like I never had a chance not to be f---ed up.
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That's really interesting. .3. Thank you, Megan.
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Now I suppose I'm just waiting. It's only a matter of time.
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Hope for everything to change.
You're wide awake but you're barely breathing.
I never thought I would become a slave
to all the hatred that burns inside me.
You hope for everything to change-
you're wide awake, barely breathing.
I never thought I would become a slave!
I never thought I would become a slave.
For all that I am..
You'd take it!
You'd take everything that I ever loved!
Liars!
You made me the man that I am today.
A sharpened spear
with the trust of a thief and it's got me nowhere.
They claim salvation in a false horizon,
and I'm not giving in
to the monsters waiting
for a chance to turn all of your hope into shame.
I've been contemplating how they won't forget me.
And I'm tired of feeling hopeless.
And I'm tired of being used.
What do I have to give to you?
Your eyes cut like knives
and I knew you had it out for me.
You had it out for me!
And I'm tired of feeling hopeless!
And I'm tired of being used!
I have nothing to give to you.
Your eyes cut like knives
and I knew you had it out for me.
You had it out for me from the start!
Will you ever quit?
Will you ever stop this s---?
I can't take it!
No! You'll never catch me this way again!
White flag raised, ship sinking.
You'll never catch me this way again.
I'll fight til the end.
I'll fight til the end.
I'll fight til the end.
I'll fight til the end.
So raise your hands if you're ready to take a stand.
I feel lost..
We feel lost sometimes,
so we yell!
We yell for help, but no one's there.
So we run, til we're dead!
Cuz we meet villains instead of friends.
For us, for us to survive,
we must react
to all, to all the hate that's still,
that's still intact.
I'm tired of feeling
useless, I got a shoe, it fits,
and I'm made for this, so why shouldn't I wear it?
I'm tired of being used.
I got a lot to give and I'd die for it,
cuz I lie to live.
I'm so tired..
I say I'm a man,
but would I take a stand
if I had the chance?
I'm so tired.
I say I'm a man,
but would I take a stand?
Would I take a stand?
I'm tired of feeling
pessimistic.
Pessimistic.
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It's too early in the morning for my head to hurt this much or for my chest to feel this empty.
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I haven't felt anything for the past couple of weeks. It might be edging in over a month, actually. I'm so sick of myself. I'm probably ruining my life right now but I can't tell because I just feel as hollow as always.
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ahahahaha this isn't what I meant to do at all but hey I can definitely feel something right now so that's new
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I don't know what to do now. I can't really think straight and I know I always do this I want to talk but I don't want to actually talk to anyone I kind of just want to die again
I mean don't think about the fact that I'm saying this because it's just another inclination I'll deny myself and obviously I'm too weak to kill myself and I don't want anyone to tell me I shouldn't anyway or that I have something to live for or anything I kind of want to continue feeling like I'm the worst person ever to be spat out of some poor f---er's vagina I kind of want to keep feeling absolutely alone and empty
but I also want to stop? I'm really confused
no one I've left myself with is here
I don't know if I'd talk to them if they were
this is a f---ing mess
I'm so stupid
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