Contemplating the Universe.
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Thread Topic: Contemplating the Universe.
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Have I reached my breaking point?
...Possibly.
Is this the end?
Most definitely not.
Why not?
Because it isn't allowed to be.
Why?
I don't know.
How?
High IQ means a low EQ. I cannot connect very well on an emotional level.
So?
I cannot help.
But you are me. How can you not help me?
I cannot help myself.
I cannot help myself.
I cannot help myself...
I cannot help myself...
I cannot help myself...
I cannot help myself...
I cannot help myself...
I cannot help myself...
I cannot help myself...
Not even I can help myself. What does that show about me?
You are weak. You are giving in. You are falling.
Falling?
Falling in.
Falling in? To what?
The darkness.
I will not.
You will.
I think I'm insane.
You are.
I'm talking to myself.
I'm an alter ego.
So?
I'm you but not you.
So I'm still talking to myself.
Essentially, yes.
...About myself.
That is correct.
I am tired.
Not in reality. It is an illusion.
Is it?
It is.
Then I can stay for a while?
Yes.
I shall do that, in that case. By the way, you never told me your name.
My name is Raven.
Okay.
I shall remain silent.
Okay. -
What is wrong with me?
I am pushing everyone away..
Why?
I am worthless.
How?
I am selfish, greedy, impatient, wrathful, envious..
Why?
I do not know.
Why?
Why do you ask?
Why?
Why?
WHY?! -
I am a failure.
I am a f--- up.
I am a mistake.
I am a disappointment.
I am a b----.
I am an idiot.
I deserve this.
I deserve all of it. -
My passions become fears.
My dreams become nightmares.
My pleasure becomes pain.
My happiness becomes sadness.
My light becomes darkness.
My sanity becomes madness.
Who have I become?
I have become someone who is not me.
So where is me?
She's in here somewhere.
...But I can't find her. -
;0;
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-cuddles-
;-; you're not worthless, nor are you a mistake. -
But I am. I am a waste of space. A bundle of sin. What worth could such darkness possibly have?
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;0; BUT THAT SO CALLED "WORTHLESS WASTE OF SPACE" IS MY EVERYTHING THAT I LOOK FORWARD TO SEEING AND LOVE.
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You're not a mistake. God made you. God doesn't make mistakes.
(Really hope you're Christian... ;-; if not then I should Just die) -
How? I cannot understand. It seems my EQ has plummeted significantly. I can't understand anything anymore. My IQ is higher than ever. I just want my EQ back. Maybe then I'll be able to find my way out of this again again.
I was made through a mistake. A longing for a daughter that wasn't true. I wasn't wanted. I'm still not. -
Misty, you're starting to remind me of Raven from "Teen Titans". Although withdrawn and isolated, she contemplates her morales. As long as she has friends by her side, she sees a light of day. :3
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I do not know of such a thing. I know a RAven, though. I created her accidentally. There is now another personality on my list.
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The game has ruined me.
I knew it would.
But I still played.
It called to me.
It beckoned so unbecomingly.
But I betrayed myself.
I followed the call.
I clicked the button.
I played.
And in that playing, I lost myself.
How can I find myself again?
I want to find myself again.
I want happiness.
I want joy.
I want these feelings that I can't find.
But where are they?
The game has hidden them.
The game has stolen them from me. -
Well, it's true, you remind me of that Raven, as in from the show.
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You're wanted. Someone cares, someone always does, but most people are too blind to see it. You're wanted, you're loved. Mummy agrees.
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