so i just wanna die..
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Thread Topic: so i just wanna die..
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rachelTexas Newbielike serious help... nobody even wants to listen to my story (betcha nobody opens this)
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*opens* .3.
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I'll listen
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rachelTexas Newbieoh my god i seriously thought nobody was gonna open this...
okay so i had a sucky childhood like it was good until i turned 5 then my father moved out to live with some other woman and they got in a fight so he asked my mom if he could come back and she said yes so he did then a few weeks later he left us again for the same woman and they got into another fight and he asked to come back again but my mom said no so one day when we were all gone he broke into our house and burned our house down.
my mom got remarried two years later and everything was fine until last year... i got raped by somebody at my school and he told people it was consensual and people started to say i was sexually involved with at least 7 different guys and i lost all my friends and i tried talking to the deans and counselor about it but they weren't helping me and then i skipped a class because i told this guy that this girl had sex with 9 guys (cuz she told me she did and later pissed me off) and she said she was gonna beat me up so i got scared and the deans caught me skipping and i was sent to iss.. then the day after i skipped school because i didn't want to go back to hell but the next day my mom made me go and i tried telling the deans about the girl that was gonna beat me up and they didn't believe me and they told me people from iss were saying i gave blow jobs to these two guys at school and i knew they wouldn't believe me if i said i didn't so i told them i did and i got suspended and then i got expelled ten days later...
but back to my father... i am terrified of him... i was crying so he hit me.. and he also hits our dog when she does stuff she's not supposed to do.. he tried killing himself at least three times when i was a kid and once he got mad at us so he said "maybe i should just get a gun right now and blow my brains out in front of you because i know that's what you want" and he has a whole sword collection in his closet... -
Hm, pretty intense. You know you could just call CPS right?
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rachelTexas Newbiewell i don't live with him i live with my mom.. and i told her that he hit me but she just told me if he does it one more time she won't let us go back
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So he can burn down your house again? Um, no. He should already be arrested for burning your house down once. Its illegal. Call the cops. As for school, imma take a sec to think about a solution to that.
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Well killing yourself is a permant solution to a tempuary problem. And you have every right to call the cops to get help. The more proof the better for you. As for your father your mom has the right to get a order of protection until she can get a restraining order. But I hope getting it of your chest helped you feel better
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The girl threatning to beat you up? Accept the fight. (Unless your 'overweight') what is your body shape? Bone skinny, slim, muscular, slightly pudgy, fat, or fluffy? This is requires if you want my advice.
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rachelTexas Newbiehe did get arrested for burning our house down but its been 10 years.. he's out now
and i tried killing myself four times already... the situation might be temporary but i'll always have to deal with knowing everything that happened for the rest of my life -
rachelTexas Newbiei'm like.. curvy... big bust and hips but small waist
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Once again, CPS. You can call them and tell them your situation, and you wont have to go to your dads anymore.
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rachelTexas Newbiei'm scared to do that tho... i'm scared he'll really kill himself if i did that and i wouldn't be able to live with the fact that my actions led to somebody's death
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Can I be real with you for a second?
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rachelTexas Newbieyeah
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