My OFFICIAL thread
Thread Topic: My OFFICIAL thread
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Why is it this way? What did I do wrong...
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Hmm...
I like rock :P
You did nothing *hugs* -
Nice
Yes I did...I had to have or this wouldn't be happening... -
I'm sorry this all happened but we need to wait if we're gonna get through this...And we both have to wait, it won't work either if not...
And about me needing to move on to have a better life...I've chosen who I love, and I really hope you know who that'd be. I'm not letting go because of something that's not even between us...I'm just not. I can't. I can't let myself do that. Unless of course you don't want that at all, in which I respect that, no matter how sad it might make me... -
I did this to you...
I was the one who brought you down...
I'm sorry...
That's all I ever do anymore. ..
You weren't like this when we first met...
You were always happy, and you were able to relate and help and pull me up because I was broken and you weren't. ..
And then I ruined that...
I'm sorry...
I really am...
If there's one thing on my bucket list right now it's to fix you...
I can't let what I did to you continue. ..
I'm sorry I hurt you...
I'm sorry I brought you down...
I'm sorry I brought us down...
I'm sorry that I got so close to you but in doing so it only hurt you...
I'm sorry...
What do I do...
I wanna make it better, whatever it takes...
Sometimes I wish I hadn't ever met you so that I wouldn't've hurt you...
That would be better than this...
Then you'd still be happy. ..
Then I wouldn't be to blame for you having messed up so much in your life...
Or even...even that...that I had to do my best to save you from or you might not be around by now...
That was my fault too...
I love you and I want the best for you, even if it means going on without me...
There's literally nothing I wouldn't do for you...
And I don't want to hurt you...
Maybe now if you're allowed back sometime soon then I can fix the damage I've done...I just want you to be happy...I hope the way I can do that now is being by your side always and always trying to help you but if not...That's okay too I guess. ..I don't want to leave, not at all, but if thats what will make you better then so be it...
I can't let you hurt anymore Anna I just can't...I can't let myself let you go through any more pain...
I'm tired of being able to say that you hurt as a direct cause of me...
But I know that's something I have to live with now and that hurts even more on my part...
And its something I end up thinking about every single day like a ghost haunting me...
If this helps explain what my pain is, so maybe you can understand better...then good. because you have a right to know that this is why I hurt...That, and the pure fact of how much I've missed you for the last half year...
I love you... -
I hope you've read all the stuff I posted since you last did so...what, yesterday? Eh that was like two in the morning so might as well count as two days ago...
Aaand back to missing you...ehh...as long as you don't give up on me I'll be fine. .. -
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Silver_Queen Newbie*knock knock*
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Hai~! *hugs*
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*rolls in* Haaai
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hello
hiya
hi rolling person :-P -
Yee~ *hugs* wassup
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How are ya?
Scarlette: *pokes in* Er, y-you remember me. R-right? -
Not much, just listening to music
I'm okay
Of course I do :-D -
*pokes* mow mow mow
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