My OFFICIAL thread
Thread Topic: My OFFICIAL thread
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What do you mean it happened to you, and Alli isn't coming back. The way she went made it to where she COULDN'T come back, you don't understand! no one does! No one else got the email I did!
huh?
Ha, I never could see em in the first place. Even the very brightest look like blurry smudges that are just a bit lighter than the black background of the sky.
No, but I DON'T want to argue. I just want to have a normal friendship, and normal LIFE, but that won't ever happen.
Well, you see, there are still things I have to worry about, like whether to do this stupid mathletics thing that I probably won't even be using for anything because I'm probably not going back to the same school next year. Next year, I'll probably go back to homeshooling, aka living under a rock.
I can't let my past not effect me or it'll just make things worse.
I already have taken a trip with my parents recently, and I'm going to Colorado with my mom next week to see my half-brother's graduation or something like that. I don't need any time more away from this house, because this'll probably be where I spend my high school years instead of making a new start at a new school and actually being able to forget my mistakes at my last one, not sit around here pondering what things would be like if I hadn't done or said ___ or what things would be like if I had said or done ___. -
I won't explain it further, it's just giving me a headache.
Didn't need to be. We're not writing a high school research paper here. -
I haven't seen alex3000 in weeks. I didn't say she was coming back, I said that YOU CANT let her leaving hurt you like this. You NEED to be strong and you NEED to fight. Depression is for quiters, Alex, you can't get Ali back in your own, you have got to stop kicking and conceding in all the wrong areas. Stop trying to contact Ali and be patient, you can't get anywhere by fighting an upstream current, but perhaps Ali isn't upstream, perhaps she floated downstream.
Yes, yes, oh Alex... if only you knew some of the things I have done in your behalf...
you see, that sucks, I hate nit being able to see the stars...
Haha, wow... alex, you are arguing right now... and there IS no such thing as a normal life so stop chasing an illusion.
Don't stress, I have the same school tenting that you have but I can't let it get to me. And homeschooling is NOT living under a rock. When you are home schooled you get A. done with school quicker and learn more than you do in public school, and B. get into home school groups here you make a lot of FRIENDS and DO THINGS and MEET PEOPLE who UNDERSTAND YOU and WONT turn their backs on you.
What a delusional creature I have stumbled upon!
Good, good, now alex, take as much time online off as you possibly can. I mean it, it will help you immensely. -
Of course,
Yes, yes it did. And I was still not very through... -
I have absolutely no idea what thats supposed to mean.
:-I better not tell me now.
Yeah, imagine being born worse than even this. My eyes were so screwed up as a baby its unbelievable I'm not blind right now.
just more normal is all I'm pleading for.
A: Sure you learn more, but this ties into what I'm about to say for B
B: My mom has never had me in homeschool groups because there aren't many people around here that do it. Thus, why I was completely socially awkward when I first went to school and was considered a freak from that point forward. The only reason it went better with GTQ is that by the time I joined I wasn't as much of a dumb---, and you guys don't have the memories of when I was complete dumb---.
what?
No, it won't. I have two friends left in real life and one of them I never see because hes pretty much grown out of me and the other is in more pain than I am but
I can't help because of the situation he's in, and so I never see him either, and trying to actually talk to my parents is one step away from suicide. -
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not really. -
That is really unfortunate, Alex, but I can't explain it to you any other way. Not because I can't think of any other way, buy because if you couldn't understand that then you won't understand anything else,
Probably not,
that sucks... but like I said, don't stop trying
Then stop pleading for it and it will come.
You have no rebuttal for A.
Alex, try, you can't legitimately gripe about life if you don't even try...
I can't even explain.... it is just dumbfounding.
That wasn't what I was saying..... but whatever.... you are unreasonable... -
Yes really, and guess if anything I might say that u have been reading all weekend so my tendency to be more grammatically correct and thorough cannot be curved. Just deal with it.
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Other wording,
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I'm just tired.
Why would it do that?
mainly because yeah you learn more but in my case there are things that I won't learn. At all.
how is that not trying?
*sigh*
exactly.
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Alex, I can't anymore. I want to be here, and I try, but I can't. I am too wary to help right now..... goodnight....
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I'm sorry Savannah...
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I am still curious, since you didn't really give me a straight answer. Do you really even gaf about me anymore? I still don't know if I have any purpose here and if you don't care then I don't want to have to bother to come around anymore.
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SAVANNAH HOW THE f--- COULD I NOT CARE ABOUT YOU? ugh, if I didn't care, I wouldn't even be talking to you. If anything, I care too much about you.
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Girl: Hi.
Boy: Umm hi.
Girl: I have to tell you something
Boy: What?
Girl: I really like you. And I I think Im falling in love with you.
Boy: OK
Girl: What do you mean OK?
Boy: I mean OK, but dont like you like that
Girl: Why not?
Boy: I cant tell you maybe another time
From then on, the girl kept asking the boy Why not? whenever she saw him, and he kept giving her the same answer of Ill tell you later. Finally the girl got fed up.
Girl: Im tired of this! Tell me why you dont like me!
Boy: Do you really wanna know why?
Girl: Yes!
Boy: Its because youre not pretty enough! Whats the point of going out with someone when theyre not pretty?
Girl: But I
Boy: Just shut up and leave me alone!
The boy left and the girl was sitting there alone, crying her heart out. Then her cell phone started ringing.
Girl: Hello?
Mom: Sweetheart? I want you to go home, ok? Ill be home from work in a few hours.
Girl: Alright Mom.
Mom: I love you.
Girl: I love you too, Mom.
Mom: Bye Bye.
Girl: Bye
The girl heads home and once she got there, she went in the bathroom and looked at herself in the miror.
Girl: Im not pretty enough
Two hours later, her Mom came home and heard the bath water running. She went upstairs to find the hallway flooded so she knocked on the door.
Mom: Honey? Are you alright?
She opened the door and was shocked at the sight. The bath was overflowing onto the floor and the water was tinted red. She walked over to see what was inside and screamed. There, lying in the bath was her little girl, with cuts all over her face and wrists. Her Mom backed away and was going to run to call the police when something caught her eye. Taped to the miror was a note.
It read: Am I Pretty Enough Now? -
O_o Wha, uh,...?
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