IT MUST BE DONE
Thread Topic: IT MUST BE DONE
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yay. I started getting bored.
I put on make up. XD -
Lucky.
I wish I could put on make up. Maybe then i'd feel like an actual girl. -
Lucky.
I wanna be a guy. -
Why can't you?
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My family...not very supportive of the whole idea of the LGBT Community. My mom wouldn't accept me anyhow.
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Same. I guess we understand each others struggles, then. Won't matter, though. Once Seth is gone, I won't have anyone or anything else to live for, so I can just kill myself and save myself from the suffering.
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Yeh. My mother isn't the nicest, or the easiest person to talk to. I've tried killing myself on multiple occasions, since I have no goals or dreams. No dreams. No disappointments. But my mother told me if I was to of "that nature" then she would disown me as her daughter. So not much is holding me to this Earth. No one is.
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Ah. I'm certain my mom would disown me as well if I ever left the house and went full female. She'd get sick looking at me.
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So would mine. I live with my Aunt Dawn now, and she says she will accept me if I was going to go full male, and admit to being bisexual. But I'm still wary. And she would have to tell my mother; might cause my mom to put me in foster care again.
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That's pretty scary. But at least your Aunt is accepting of you. I wish I had a relative like that.
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Yea. But sadly you grow used to it over time.
She's not my actual Aunt, but I haven't told her anything about it yet. I've lived with her for three to four weeks now, and things are pretty rocky. She wants me to go to Therapy. Take more anti-depressants, anxiety medicine, sleeping medicine. Bipolar. And it's already do much. I feel like a zombie. And I hate it. -
That must really suck. Sometimes, you wonder why you're surrounded by people like that, huh? Why you? Why couldn't you have been the kid born with an accepting family while the straight kids were born with the christian bible-thumpers?
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Yeah. I got born into the Christian Bible-Thumpers. And it's Hell. My mom says she lives by the bible, but if she did, she wouldn't be on her seventh marriage, and eight attempt at suicide. But then she says if any of her children date someone that isn't "white" she will hurt us. It's happened before...
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I feel your suffering. Other than cutting. I don't cut. I never saw the point in it. It won't change anything. It's sort of like a supplement in my opinion. Just a temporary solution.
But yeah, I was born in a christian family as well. My mom, dad, grandma and grandpa are all super nice and loving, but when it comes to gays or anything LGBT... They despise it. They despise the real me. I want to wear make up, wear dresses, look pretty and cute... But I can't. It lowers my self esteem. -
It's something different with cutting. I don't know why I feel like it helps. Just I guess it's easier than to continue to feel the emotions. If there's something more physical it'll help me forget what the true problem is,
I feel it all. My grandfather broke the TV when on the news it said that gay marriage was legal. That action ripped my heart out. I can't be the real me. Not around them. I started denying it. Thinking that I should be straight. That I should avoid all the feelings I get in the lockeroom. I started accepting it when...well actually when I got on this site. So many people were open with the fact that they preferred the same sex, or wanted to be another gender. I cried the first time I admitted it. I felt so good to release it. But not many people in the real world is as accepting as the people on this site.
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