IT MUST BE DONE
Thread Topic: IT MUST BE DONE
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im sorry absol, i didn;t read the previous stuff before i joined in
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im doing better right now.
im really hungry.
this is a nice distraction from the sadness and utter despair -
i want to talk to them
but i also dont -
theyre all asleep anyways
it doesnt matter -
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sometimes i forget my lifes motto
I need to remember this when I feel down and defeated
We all have our ups and downs, but everything will turn out alright in the end
if things arent alright, then i havent reached the end yet -
yeah no that motto is bulls--- lmao
NOTHING is going to work out in the end
I was blessed with a loving parent and good family
in character creation i must have put all my points into that and left my love life stat in the low 5 so its like
yeah
you'll date people
but its never going to end well haha f--- you -
i swear id be a less mentally unhealthy person if i had someone i could just
love
and them love me back
god damn without someone to chase after im a f---ing mess -
im considering going to just, like
hobby stores or some s---
and going up to random people I think are cute and being like "Hi, I dont know you and you don't know me. But hey, maybe you're as desperate for a relationship as I am. Who knows? Maybe we wont end up hating eachother? We should try dating. Whats the worst that can happen? Here's my number. You can rip that apart if you want, I would be surprised if you didnt. Have a nice day" -
Went to a hobby lobby yesterday
everyone there was old :/ forgot that store was mostly christian folk -
I feel lonely
Id like to talk to someone, but im afraid they dont want to talk to me
Doesn’t matter, i also dont have the energy to talk to someone. At least, not over VC.
I should go to the card shop, maybe. But i dont really have money to spend... I need to wait for my paycheck.
I dont talk to people much. I wonder what changed??? Maybe just tired of the same old jokes, same old people. That sounds selfish and rude. I love my friends, but... I don’t know. I lack drive.
I’ve noticed that I’ve regrettably been really thirsty lately. I know I’ve joked about it before but its a real issue. I need to go back to just caring about myself, and only care about others when they really need it and reach out to me.
Sometimes i just like typing things to type.
Ushajegejdndhrhrghhgrrggrrghsedd -
Sigh
Dnd game for tuesdays postponed again
I want another game just so i can f---ing interact with OCs on a regular basis but at a good pace so i dont get burned out. Its hard to find a good game though. -
Momos dnd campaign i couldnt join due to technical issues, and as for Izzy... I just dont think she likes me and more like 'deals' with me because im friends with Heph and Ben. Maybe thats just me looking too into it, but... I get that impression a lot from my friends. Its probably my mind just being upset that i'm not the center of their attention. Stop it mind. the world isnt about you and you alone.
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it sucks to feel like people dont really need you.
They'll say they do, but words are like empty cups, actions that supporting said words being the liquids that fill them. -
I should try drawing again.
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