Heph's thread
- Locked by Hephaestuschild on Dec 10, '20 10:57amReason: Making New Official Thread
Thread Topic: Heph's thread
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Hepho.
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Anwi
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Hi.
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Sigh
I want to speak with you but you want nothing to do with anyone. -
Hey man.
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Hey Sel.
Sorry about our soap, I've been out of it lately. -
I hate that no one understands me anymore, and that I can't even explain myself.
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poor heph. ;-;
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Eh.
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meh.
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It's fine.
I know what you mean. You know that feeling when it's laundry day and you're awkwardly trying to piece everything together, and it feels kinda weird since everything's so empty?
It's been emotionally laundry day for the past three weeks. -
At least I haven't degraded to ditching my friends. That's a plus.
Its really not. I need to stop doing that its a bad habit.
I just-
People keep assuming things about me, and I don't argue anymore. Plus, my whole 'real life' persona, the straight, Christian woman, is a f---ing mask I can't get rid of.
And I just want to scream 'I'M A USELESS PANSEXUAL PIECE OF TRASH, I DONT WANT TO GO TO COLLEGE OR MARRY A MAN OR GO TO CHURCH EVERY SUNDAY AND WEDNESDAY!"
But if I pulled that s---, I'd be shunned and there's no way I could emotionally handle that.
I'd lose my s---. -
And that's not even all of my issues. That's just the tip of the f---ing iceberg.
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Maybe I should of kept quiet.
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Dammit Maru.
You've become just as bad as everything we talked about. You've kicked me out and I can't handle it.
It f---ing hurts.
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