I hate him so goddamn much.
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Thread Topic: I hate him so goddamn much.
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Does he care that my mind is so f---ing unstable because if their goddamn pointless fights? No he doesn't. Does he care that I'm slowly going into depression? No he doesn't. Ugh! I can't stand f---ing being alive right now because of my parents. They are the ones that make me feel like crap on top of all the things I have to deal with it. Stress is slowly killing me along with depression...I wish I was able to talk to Nick...but that won't happen...
*shakes my head* I just...don't want to deal with it anymore.... -
I love when I need help...people aren't there...
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*Isn't sure what to say*
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I'd help but I can't. There isn't a thing in the world I can say or do. My apologies.
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Anri, I wish I could really help but all I can do right now is tell you to stay strong.
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*sighs* It's...fine...
How can I stay strong when I can't even hold my head up anymore? How can I do that when I feel like I make everyone's lives so much worse? How can I do that when I feel like every waking moment I spend alive is killing me? -
TrollyTroll NewbieYou honestly need to get over the fact that you're not going to get attention from your parents. They don't care. That's where you're going with this, anyways, isn't it?
Stop complaining you don't get any help, either. Before you know it, everyone will hate you, because you're just whining. "Oh, Dark and Andi this", "Heph this", "AnimePhan that", ect.
You should stick up for yourself and start wondering, "Hey, do I really need to complain, or should I start doing things to fix my own problems?" -
I don't know. Figure out a way. Every problem has a solution.
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Never thought I'd hear myself say this but I agree with the troll. Sorry.
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*shakes my head* lovely...maybe all the s--- my sister has told me over the years are true. I'll never be loved, I'll never have true friends, I'll probably die young because I can't handle life. All of this she's been goddamn telling me all my life is true. Every last goddamn thing.
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You have friends, Anri.
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Anri, I'm your friend. Don't listen to your sister. Nothing she says will matter. You shape who you are.
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If I come down there and help will you visit me in jail?
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In summary of TrollyTrolls post. You need to f---ing quit making people wipe your tears and start wiping your OWN tears instead of other people wiping your tears.
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I've heard people say that to me alot anymore. I'm your friend Izzy, then people think I'm crazy. I haven't had a mental break down in months, you wanna know why? Because talking to all of you helps me. Rping helps me , soaping helps me. But anymore I think most people can't stand me anymore. I've always put everyone in front of me, never once thinking of my problems or my needs. I've never wanted a thank you from anyone I help. My sister maybe, but that's about it. I've always put your guys problems before mine. I've never talked about my problems because I don't want people to worry about me. I've never talked about how I've tried to attempt killing myself only to place the knife down. I've never talked about how depression is eating me alive along with stress. I've never talked about how I hate being alone because of all the s--- that happened in my childhood.
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