Welcome to my garden
Thread Topic: Welcome to my garden
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I see.
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He's gone and the people who I really need are mad at me or themselves.
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I don't deserve friends. I end up f---ing them over
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You seem to always be in your thoughts and alone. I feel as if all this is eating you up. Rather quickly. The family who lost their son are hurting, that is natural. You are hurting because just because you two weren't related doesn't mean you did not and do not feel a deep attachment. However, the person who lost their life would not want you to be broken by their death. You can cry all you want, you can ask all the questions you want, but at the end of the day people in this world tend to look over death. You will not get the reactions you want from others. Not because they do not feel remorse, no, more because they don't know how to make you feel better. Death is a mysterious subject that no one has solved. We cry because we know that we won't see that person again. What you are feeling is all natural. However, are you only going to stay put with sadness? You can't let this tear you apart. If you stay still in one spot you will only be taking your friends death in vain. You should always keep them in a dear place within your heart. You should take the memories you two made together and use them as fuel to achieve. Death is scary, it takes loved ones by the blink of an eye. I know this personally. However, trust me Danny. Do not let the cruel actions of others make you a changed person. If you are to change, change for a better person. Look back at times and ask yourself if you are living the life that friend of yours wanted to live. Do not waste your life, because your friend would not want that.
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I am sorry I can't do this in person but:
*hugs* Time mends deep wounds.
Make sure you do not let the friends you have now scatter because of this. Make sure the bond between all of you grows. None of you should be angry with yourselves or at each other. -
I'm good at making people scatter.
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I saw the words suicide and started crying again. His death being only part of what's comsuming me
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Death covers many things.
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It covers many emotions.
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Maybe you should honestly stay off the internet for a while. The things on here won't help you in any way. It's best to just take time for yourself.
I do not know what else is consuming you, but I know that no one online can solve the emptiness you are feeling in your heart. Right now you need people who actually know you and care about you.
Making those people disappear won't do you good. Don't poke at the wound. I am very sorry to hear about all this Danny. -
That's the thing. I'm alone here. If I wasn't online I would be stuck in my thoughts more...which isn't good.
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There's no understanding at the house... My friends stopped talking to me because they don't know what to say.
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I see, well then I will stay here with you. Tell me about your friend, the things that you two did together that made him so special.
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His name was Corbin. He was 17. He was one of the smartest young men I ever knew.
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