Welcome to my garden
Thread Topic: Welcome to my garden
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Hello
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Hi
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I MISSED IT
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Hey
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hi
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Depressed.
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I wish people where there for me like I am for them.
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But they are not.
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Eep. I csn tell she First like me.
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It's been two days and you are asking me how I'm doing? I'm broken that yet another friend has passed. I'm broken that a family has lost a son,a brother,a nephew. I'm sad that no one at school seems to care. I'm sad that I don't really know how to reach out to people about this because the last time this happened no one was there. Upset the majority has the it's done in over attitude. I'm feeling upset because someone lost their love. The world lost a intelligent young man. Who could of been anything he wanted. We lost someone with dreams and wants and wishes. Aspirations to do great. There's a family with a son who won't return home. There's friends waiting on a message that he won't ever send. There's people who may not even knew him wondering why and won't ever have the answer. There is people who wish they could have known him. Some wish they knew him better. Some who wish they would have been there more. There's people who didn't even like him hurting because there reasons seem so inconsequential now. People who wish they took the time to be a better friend. There is so many what ifs running though the minds of many. There's thoughts that's felt through the soul. There isn't a word to describe the feeling especially if they haven't been through it themselves. It's like a nightmare that you keep waking up too. It's the message you know won't be received. The name on the roster that teachers skip. The lack of communications within the schools about this type of stuff. Feeling trapped. Because he's gone and guidance just says he's gone. Go to class. Friends who don't really know what to say to you so they distance themselves. Teachers who ignore the fact that even if you where just a friend to him because they didn't know him its insufficient. Because you weren't family that you shouldn't be sad. That it shouldn't effect you. That sounds horrible doesn't it? Upset that the systems here make people feel like unless your popular,pretty,rich and female that you don't matter. That the school knows and with the assumption no one knew him it's swept under the rug. The feeling that if your not a certain way you won't or wouldn't matter that causes this to happen is sickening. If you start breaking down in class or in the hall way no one notices or they just walk past you. Tell you to go to class. People's hearts are broken in unimaginable ways. Honestly I could be doing better considering this.
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Sigh.
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All my Friends leave me alone in my thoughts.
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