Welcome to my garden
Thread Topic: Welcome to my garden
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Please feel free to ignore me. I just wanted some company. 😔 I might not say much to you, but I just wanted to be around someone.
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Let me be sad even for a little while
Need a chance to catch my breath
Let me be sad even for a little while
Cause it's all that I have left -
Stay as long as you want
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Thank you.
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Really woke up to read all this s---. Sigh. Too early for that mess
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I ate today, but only after 3 different people came to my door and forced me to go eat. I feel like my health is declining drastically. Everything is dragging me under. I can't catch a break. My stomach didn't want to eat today, but at least I'm not as sick as I was yesterday. I can hardly breathe, today. My heart isn't cooperating and the chest pains are getting worse. It doesn't look like my medicine will be filled by tomorrow, either. They're stalling on it because it's not the type they like having in stocks and they're hoping to force me onto pills even if I can't take them just because it's convenient for them.
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I'm tired of people trying to bully me into agreeing what's best for corporate is best for me.
That's not how things work. -
I feel invalid to even be here because nobody treats me like an individual with separate needs. I just keep getting lumped into the majority.
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I'm paying all the money I have for my meds and y'all can't even give me what I need. I'm working my ass off for this company and they can't even let me do what I need in order to keep working productively for them.
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I don't give a f--- about what my boss wants from me. If I'm doing my job and giving them money, I'm doing enough. I'm not going to let him shame me because my work doesn't look as good as his, or because I took a break an hour after his preference, or because I do something one way and he wants it done another when all that matters is the end result.
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But in your eyes, I'm just a young, retarded black [person], aren't I? You don't even respect my gender identity. I saw how you brushed me off when I said I was excited to make an LGBTQ+ friend at work, you f---ing piece of s---.
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You make me feel bad for being depressed and anxious all the time, not even knowing how hard it is for me to just show up to work each day. I should be in the hospital, but here I am working for you and all you can do is comment about how sad I look.
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I'm angry, I'm hurt, I feel like I don't belong in the world. I feel like depressed people like me have no place in the world because we're expected to hide it and pretend everything is okay. I believe in open expression because you never know who you might inspire if they see that despite your depression, you work hard.
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Why can't I just not hate myself?
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I want to feel okay, please.
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