DCgirl & Ashl3y.
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Thread Topic: DCgirl & Ashl3y.
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I have chili cheese fries. x3
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Ive never had those.
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Why not? ._. It's like my favorite thing to eat.
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Becauseive never had the chance to. Are they good?
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Yes. It's yummy. x3 I always go to Culvers to get it.
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Ah I'll try it someda.
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So sorry if some of this comes out awkward... :P
Well, the first thing I wanted to say was, I love you. I love you so much and I can't even express how much I do. You always tell me what you love about me, so I'll tell you what I love most about you. One thing is that you make me smile when I'm about to cut or something. You're also just extremely cute. :3 And you know just how to make me laugh, or how to make me wanna hug you and kiss you because of reasons. c: There are so many more reasons why I love you, but these are just ones that stand out most. :3
Now lately, we haven't really talked to much, and that sucks because.. I've been having thoughts. Like suicidal thoughts and stuff. But as soon as I open that pill bottle, I think of you. And how terrible you'd feel if I did. So I put it away and don't even think about it. Because I don't wanna put you through that kind of pain. And I dont want to be without you. But anyway, it really sucks how we haven't talked much, are just busy? Or do you just don't wanna talk to me? I'd be ok one of them (it's kinda obvious which one I wouldn't be ok with. :p). But I really miss you and need you. I need you to wrap your arms around me and kiss my forehead or something and tell me that you love me. Just once at least and I'll be (semi) ok.
This has nothing to do with anything I said before, but... Maybe on your birthday, if I don't feel to s---ty, I'll let you call me and we could talk for a little. That's only if you want to of course. :3 but if you do, I must warn you that I am extremely socially awkward. xD.
Well, I guess thats all I wanted to say for now... Sorry this was pretty long... And stuff... But I love you. Don't you ever forget that. I love everything about you and I'd do anything for you.
Yeah that's all now. :P
Does any of that sound mean or something to you?... -
Oh. And if you're wondering about the pills part, it was last night..
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Oh. That's about Gunther. Obviously. xP
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It doesn't sound mean at all.
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Ok. Just making sure. ^^'
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Mhm. Now what was that whole pill thing?
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Well, I was feeling especially bad I was getting that feeling with a bunch of suicidal thoughts and it got so bad, I almost did it. Then I thought about him. And then you and then my mother. So I didn't.
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Oh.. Well, why were you feeling bad?
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I don't know. I just felt that no one would care about me being alive or not. And I felt so worthless and such..
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