i know im new but im posting poems
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Dark Secrets NewbieTHE THOUGHT OF YOU:
The darkness surrounds me
and reminds me that
I'm alone.
All my hope is
gone.
My tears never
stops flowing
from these burning eyes.
Your kiss still
lingers on my lips.
And your scent
lingers in the
air around me.
Every thought of
you kills me.
I live my life
in darkness.
Wondering
what did I do wrong? -
Dark Secrets NewbieWRAPPED ONLY IN CLOTHE:
A young mothers sobs
Fill the ears of her child
And he thinks of the peace
Only she can bring
His mothers lip trembles
As a tear floods her cheek
As their hands part forever
The stranger dissappears
All but forsaken
The baby starts to cry
An abandoned young creation
Wrapped only in cloth
His screams haunting her heart
As she turns to leave the boy
Her hands now cold
With the absence of her child
Her intentions unknown
To the career of the loved and lost
A young baby found
On God's doorstep
A baby of white
Thin hair and freckles
With eyes as blue
As a stormy sky
The rain mimiks the sobs
Of the forgotten childs heart
He is rocked off to sleep
Thinking only of the stranger who left him -
Dark Secrets NewbieNEVER:
Sunshine surrounds me. Smiles all around. Beautiful people in a beautiful place.
Excuse me while I vomit. Funny to think that these beautiful people are clones.
Products of our environment. At least in my eyes.
The smiles are pasted white by bleach. To hide the nicotine stains.
There are strains in there hearts, I see them because I see past the glittery glamorous exterior
Yet, Nobody can see me. Nobody can hear me. Nobody can feel me.
Grinding through society’s tests. Like sheep in a hurd.
I want to be me, want to be real. Screaming internally wanting to be heard.
Sitting on a curb in the rain so nobody can see my tears,
I’ve realized something with my limited wisdom.
This haze, this mist that consumes and taints me isn’t going away.
It is what is reality, and everyone’s fluffy rainbow filled self consuming life style is a hallucination.
This is why I put my little mask. The one with the confident stride and tan body.
Walking past people the exact same. Looks like a f---ing scene of a bad chick flick.
Ed Hardy Hollister, Abercrombie and Fitch, so much money spent on s---, it makes me sick.
Warmth consumes me making me sweat. But I am cold.
Turning my back to this place. Turning my past to my past.
Nobody sees me nobody hears me nobody feels me.
Is this my fault?
I feel on a deeper level it is, but nobody will help.
Everyone is too busy with their own masks.
Trying to hide their true self’s.
Nobody is happy, nobody is heard, nobody is seen.
False appearances rule the world.
The beautiful people are in charge..
Yet what is beauty?
I am too coward to change ( like the rest of us)
There fore, I will never be heard, never be seen, never be felt. -
Dark Secrets NewbieBLIND LOVE'S PERDITION:
In blind love, there’s one piece of your soul.
That you never think twice of willingly giving.
Then there is the final medieval conclusion.
That you only understand when you're no longer living.
And after the labyrinth disappears– all and nothing remain.
The cold truth wakes up the sleeper!
You wander in the woods of second chances, finding ease,
but the price of love never gets cheaper…
And when your poor head becomes the bicycle wheel,
how does it know when it should stop spinning?
And if your eyes cannot read a truth written in gibberish,
how can you argue with life that death is not winning?
As the story ends, tragedy sprouts from the bud of utopia;
the thorny flower reminds the dreamer of his poisoned ambition.
Slowly, the world, from a globe, a cliff it turns?
And the insomniac stumbles into the abyss of his chosen perdition. -
Dark Secrets NewbieNEW ENDINGS:
Endings are beginnings to new
endings so that the
new endings
can begin again;
ending with just another
unsavory end -
leaving one trying
to mend
but instead
the end just begins again. -
Dark Secrets NewbieDESTRUCTION:
I sit here and glance down,
At my wrist filled of blood,
I never asked for my life to be this way,
So messed up,
And jaded.
Living a lie everyday!
Hiding behind the fake mask,
Sunshine is a figment of my imagination,
Everyday I wish I could break out of my shell,
Go off on the abuser and the bullies.
I laugh at my stupidity,
They hate me for the way I dress,
the way I'm shy.
I don't buy into their cliques,
I don't need a unicorn to ride me out,
This is my battle,
I will fight this,
And conquer it.
I look up in the clearing sky,
And see a rainbow. -
Dark Secrets NewbieSHADE OF GREY:
Why, pray tell, do the people around me have the right to be so happy when my world is a shade of gray tinted with streaks of red from dawn until dusk?
Lately i've been quick to anger
Striking out at people when i don't mean too
But still my friends are there by my side, offering silent support without my asking, and much more if i need it
I can see concern and understanding in their eyes
There are days I don't want to get out of bed, simply because i don't care anymore
And further more, the tireness never seems to go away
I know I'll get through this, but right now, it seems impossible
So I keep on going, dragging my feet through the day
Waiting for the gray to go away -
Dark Secrets NewbieSEEING DEPRESSION:
No self respect
Dishevelled in appearance
Hair in a mess, head down
Eyes black; permanent frown,
Lethargic movements & illogical
Curtains shut out the sunlight
Always under a cloud - no rainbows
Even the unicorn is banned.
I have seen depression
I have seen the despair
I have nursed depression in others
But I have always felt useless in my efforts. -
Dark Secrets NewbieDEPRESSION:
Each morning I wake to a sunshine of gray
It has been years since its rays have warmed me
I try continuosly to shake the cloud over my head
I would love just a glimpse of the ever elusive rainbow
From inside looking out, it is foggy and dull
My mind never breaks through to a clear spot
Those looking at me believe that I am a cheery soul
No one sees or understands the lack of clarity I have
Wishing for dreams of lollipops, kittens and unicorns
I end my day with no moonlight shining as I give in -
Dark Secrets NewbieWAKE ME WHEN THE NIGHTMARE'S OVER:
The clock clicks clacks
the darkness zig zags
I'm lost inside of yesterday
and tomorrow's not being kind.
The inches sinks to feet
touch cannot be felt
the sunshine brings no roses
and while it's summer, I'm ice cold.
So my tears flow like rivers
as oceans turn into streams
the rainbows got no notion
that I'm hard pressed to believe. -
Dark Secrets NewbieBROKEN:
The ice has melted
But the fire's not over
The tears down my cheeks
burn like shampoo in my eyes
No one can heal
The pain in my heart
The memories keep replaying in my mind
Like a cut that won't stop bleeding
You walking out the door
Hurts the most
The headphones deliver
the words that I can't say. -
Dark Secrets NewbieBETWIXT:
Betwixt the dusk and the dawn,
Betwixt the sun and the moon to which i am so drawn,
I float.
I float trapped in a plastic bubble prison,
Wrongly locked away for the simple crime of love,
For to love a goddess is oh so wrong.
I push up against its crystal clear walls,
I stretch it out and out and out,
Yet still this bubble never breaks.
And so i give up and weep,
For your face i shall never see,
And your soft luscious skin i will never feel.
Out and out and out i call,
Singing songs of misery,
Each not doing what i cannot,
Each note bursting through and filling the sky, littering it with stars.
So back i lie and sigh,
Watching my tears and notes float up through this plastic elastic bubble,
Stuck in the in-between,
Trapped betwixt all the realms,
Trapped betwixt the void where things collide.
I sit and stare at this half baked dawn,
Weeping to this half-starred midnight,
Longing for you.
Then i recall the penalty for a godess giving her love,
And wish they had taken me instead,
But now i sit and wait, taking your place as the new moon goddess. -
Your amazing! These are all incredible. And sad. but half the things on this earth are sad, and that is simply the truth of it. These poems are truth in themselves. Truly masterful.
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i couldn't read all of them but they sound depressing and amazing. beautiful.
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Dark Secrets Newbiethanks sun
thanks kiki
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