This Is just Random
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Thread Topic: This Is just Random
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I wish I could be more like the others. The beautiful. The skinny. The popular. But who am I to be the one inserting myself into the mass of people that I wish I could be? Why can I not just be happy to be me? Why can I not grow to be comfortable in my own skin? I always worry about what people think of me, and not of what I think about myself. I let people walk all over me, and push me around, yet act tough and secure. I hide behind the lies that I tell myself, but for what? To keep myself sane? I say that it will all end soon and I will change myself, but I cannot change the person that I have twisted and winded myself up to be. I am stuck in this mess and there is no way of getting out. I am trapped in the pit of my own despair waiting for the hero that will never come, or that probably already has and that I have pushed away. Because that is what I do. I push the ones that love me before I can feel what it is like to be loved, for I am scared to be loved and left behind to crumble in memories that have been forgotten. I love, but can never be loved. I do to those that love me, what I am afraid they will do to me.
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You have to be your own hero. Don't care about how you look. If you think you are not good enough for another, then that's your mentality. Change it. Acknowlege that you are beautiful, or pretty. Be happy with what you have and don't campare yourself to others.
Just don't compare yourself to others. Out there there is someone who will find you beautiful, reguardless of what you look like.
Suround yourself with those who love you for you. Don't worry about boys, because everything will happen in its own time. If you are scared of giving or getting love, I know how you feel. Just accept their love, in time you'll learn.
But Just be grateful for what you have. There are people in the world with no one to care for them, help them. They worry about hair loss, insecurity and any othe human problem. We are all human with varied problems. Try to be happy with what you have, and don't always look at what you don't have.
Oh, and one more thing, you are in the wrong forum. :) -
No, this is writing...
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A bit of a warning next time, please. -.-'
Oh well, I hope you got a life meaning out of that.
It is pretty nice writing. :) -
Haha, this could be complaining, and it could be about me, but I would have to tweak it. Yeah it is writing, thank you. I try. :)
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