I need to get this off my chest.
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Thread Topic: I need to get this off my chest.
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I should really be over her especially since I have an amazing, wonderful boyfriend now, but I'm just not and if that's wrong I honestly don't care.
I really really regret ever asking her out. She was a great friend and I started liking her so I asked some of our friends if they thought I should ask her out. One of my friends (also my brother's girlfriend) said I shouldn't because she thought I shouldn't risk our friendship. But I'm a massive idiot and I asked her out anyway. She said yes and I felt amazing. It was the happiest time of my life. No exaggeration. But when she broke my heart and we broke up, I didn't just lose a girlfriend, I lost my best friend and that kills me. I still love her, like her, whatever. I know I have a boyfriend and he's great but everything with my ex-girlfriend and out breakup happened so quickly that I didn't have time for everything to sink in. I haven't had a chance to move on. I feel like an idiot for not taking my friend's advice. I feel like an idiot for not noticing that there was something between her and her "best friend" sooner. I feel like an idiot for not questioning why they were suddenly so close when at the beginning of the year she thought he was creepy. I wonder how many times she said "I love you" and didn't mean it. I wonder how many times when she was upset and would just sit there staring at her desk because she was conflicted about me and *him*. I hate how much this whole thing has affected my life. I dread school starting just because I don't want to see her. I don't know how I'm gonna be able to handle it. Maybe I won't be able to. I just miss her... And honestly, that just makes me feel worse, because I shouldn't miss her. -
Aww... I feel for ya...
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Kitty, you're a boy? o-o I don't know why I thought you were a girl.....
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