So confused xD
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Thread Topic: So confused xD
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Metallic NoviceSo it started out as Charlie being my crush. And I like him a LOT. But then he started dating another girl and I for kinda pissed off. So I got another dude's number, just because I was upset and thought I needed to move on. Well I could tell right away that I shouldn't have got John's number. We are so not meant to be. I finally told him that, but then I felt so empty inside: I missed him. I couldn't bare the thought of him being single and another girl being with him. It killed me to think about that. So we got back together. But then I realized that I live Charlie with all my heart and I'll lve him even when he's with anther girl. I didn't love John. That was the sad reality. So we broke u again, but now I just feel that emptiness all over again. I will probably never have a chance with Charlie, yet I don't want to give up. You never give up on someone you love. Come to think of it, John gave up pretty easily. xD So I guess that kinda answers that.
Anyway, this whole time I've felt like there was something missing to the picture; like something was right in front of my eyes, but I hadn't yet opened my eyes to see it. Anyone know what it is? Or what I should do? Or who to pick? Or anything? xD I'm a mess right now! -
Metallic Novice*love charlie not live him
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I think what you want is attention, to feel like you matter to someone. Dating John again is just going to hurt both of you, but if you really "love" Charlie then you should tell him. If he rejects you, move on, but don't date someone just to date them.
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I think if you feel that strongly over losing someone who wasn't even close to you, it just shows that you care a lot, and your hearts in the right place. Try becoming friends with Charlie first, then take it from there.
Advice from a thirteen year old. Don't think this advice is magic or somethin'. Just my honest opinion. -
Metallic NoviceYeah I basically just want attention
I know it seems unrealistic (I even doubt it sometimes myself) that I love Charlie (especially considering I'm only 13) but I think all of us have that one dream guy that we've been dreaming if our whole life. Well mine is Charlie. Seriously. Same smile and everything. (And believe me; I've been dreaming of that dream guy a LOT xD) But every time I doubted it, there was a sign. I would write all of the signs but probably no one cares but anyway yeah I just want attention but *sigh* I miss John. No I really don't. I just miss attention. The whole time I was with John I wished it was Charlie. *lays on the floor* I just wish I could talk to Charlie more. I'm way too shy o-o
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