Why does he even love me?
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Thread Topic: Why does he even love me?
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I don't see why. I'm some panicy, apparently emo by my parents and everyone I know, fangirly or something. I'm hideous, I'm stupid. And then there's that f---ass ex of his. Who I doubt he ever liked. Why can't she leave him alone and accept the fact that he never liked her. I know that no one but my closest friend knows about us but please. Just leave him alone.
I wonder why he hasn't jus dumped me yet. I'm such a terrible girlfriend. He always sits, holds me, and tells me all these sweet things and I don't so anything. Why doesn't he hate me? I'm a nasty child, I'm awkward, I'm ugly. I don't know why he sees.
Remember that ex girlfriend I mentioned. She's such a little hoe, but i feel like she'd be better to him than I ever will. Yes the fact of me leaving makes me cry and have panic attacks. But I just feel like I don't deserve him or something.
I think of all this s--- I got through and I think, why am Im with him. I've never been with anyone like that. And then I stop and laugh, and say: "Right. I love him so much. I'd go to the end of the earth for him. I'd actually get off my lazy ass and do something for him. I know it doesnt sound like much, but I dint do anything and if I say I'll do something for ou, that's amazing.
Baby, I doubt you'll ever see this. xD. But I love you and I can't wait for whatever day it would be that I'd finally meet you. I love you. Seriously. I love you. So much. :3
Well I guess that's it..
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