Lately I'
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Thread Topic: Lately I'
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Oops, forgot. xD
De nada~ :'3
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"Esta bien," he nodded, getting another pan and adding oil, and then chicken. He took some remains of onion from perevious dinner, and added that to the mix too.
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Lovino cleaned everything up since they had dealt with meat, and when he finished went back over to the Spaniard to watch it cook. "Mm, it a-smells good."
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"Gracias~ You know, I thought we wouldn't be able to do this until Afonso came home, but with your help it's been so smooth," Antonio smiled, adding in the sausage.
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"I'm glad I could help then, it's the least I could do, since you've been so nice." He just looked at the cooking so he wouldn't find himself blushing looking at the Spaniard's smiling face.
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"Awh, vaya Lovi. I'm only nice because you deserve it," he replied. Finally he added in the shrimp, and stirred the mix for a while more.
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"No, I don't deserve it. I don't deserve to have someone like you care about me." He mumbled softly, the voices he heard his whole life coming back to him. "I don't understand why you'd waste your time on someone like me."
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Antonio looked at him, with some determination visible. "I'm not wasting my time, Lovino. And you do deserve that. All your life you're put behind your brother, and that's unfair to you. I know I wouldn't like that. And you know, if I only had one day left on this earth, I would spend it with you now." The Spaniard wasn't really too sure of what he was saying, but he hoped that he would at least send a message of some sort.
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Lovino looked up at that, in a way quite confused by his words but not upset. "Why? If you had one day left to live wouldn't you rather be with your family and friends? Why someone like me?" His heart was beating faster, not sure what to think.
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"It's only been a day that I've met you, but you're a very promising person, Lovino. So wonderful and.. agradable. I'm around you and I don't have that sad feeling lurking around at the back of my mind, like I have with everyone else," Antonio explained. He wasn't sure of what he was saying until the words came out. "And.. we've only known each other for a day, but I think destino has more for us..~"
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He was pretty much speechless at Antonio's words. It didn't seem real. It couldn't be. "Bastard...it's only been a day and you already have these feelings for me....and yet everyone I've ever known never even gives a fuck...non capisco..." He barely noticed as tears started to burst out unexpectedly, covering his face with his hands.
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Antonio was shocked by the crying, and quickly put his arms around the Italian in an embrace. "Lovino, por que lloras?" he asked worriedly. The words he said reminded him of the afternoon where they had met, and it felt so strange to him.
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Lovino tensed a bit at the embrace, but soon calmed down a bit and leaned into the other's touch. "Estoy bien, I'm just a bit overwhelmed, is all...."
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"Why are you overwhelmed..? You can tell me." Antonio held him firmly, and pat his back soothingly. He hated to see the other boy like this.
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The Italian wanted to pull away and do what he always did; push others away. Except this time that isn't what he really wanted to do. Why was he feeling like this toward Antonio? Why did he wish he could stay in his embrace forever? It felt safe, but his fears were getting the better of him. Finally, he broke the silence. "I'm just not used to someone caring about me, for someone saying these things to me, for someone to hold me..." He wiped his tears away. "Veneziano may compliment me and hug me all the time, but he's my brother, and with you...it feels different..." He looked away.
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