so american~
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Thread Topic: so american~
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Clay set his phone down, leaning against his car. “Sorry, I- I needed a hit, and I didn’t have one on me, so I had to go buy one and- I’m sorry if I made you guys panic…”
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George shrugged, grabbing his vape out of his pocket. “I get it, dude. Wanna try mine?” He offered, doing his best to be casual, because he had been in Clays exact situation before and he hated when people had freaked out and babied him.
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“Sure,” Clay said with a chuckle, taking the vape. “But only for a bit- I don’t need to come home high,” he murmured, taking a hit.
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“b----, you literally called me Mr. Snoopy-pants, I think that ship is sailed,” George said with a chuckle, crossing his legs and looking out in front of him at the scenery.
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“Oops- but shhh, don’t tell my mom~” Clay said, holding a finger over his mouth. He giggled softly, leaning against George’s side. He took another hit from the vape, exhaling. “What flavor is this?”
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George chuckled, thinking for a moment. “Uhh, it’s like mango pineapple freeze or some s--- like that-“
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“Well, this s---’s fire~” Clay said with a chuckle, resting his head on George’s shoulder.
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“I know, right?” George said with a chuckle, holding his hand out to take his vape back. “Do you want to talk about what happened last night?” He asked casually after a few beats of silence, taking a hit of his vape.
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Clay handed back the vape and looked forward, sighing softly. “I feel so disgusting,” he muttered, hugging hug legs to his chest. “It’s happened twice now, and I- I just let it happen…”
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George nodded in understanding, humming quietly. “I get that. But you obviously didn’t want it to happen, right? Like- I think it was a fight or flight response? I dunno, someone told me that, once-“
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“I guess,” Clay murmured with a quiet sigh. He subconsciously leaned into George’s side, closing his eyes for a moment. “Is that just all people see me as? A body to use? Because- because that’s not the only thing, people- people say stuff about my body, a-and what they would do to me, and-“ He buried his face in George’s shoulder for a moment, exhaling shakily. “It’s gross and disgusting a-and honestly, f---ing terrifying…”
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“Yeah, it is,” George nodded. “But that’s what people say, y’know? What o you think? Are you just a body to use?”
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“I’d f---in’ hope not,” Clay said with a tired chuckle, turning his head.
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“Okay, the answer is no, you’re not,” George said with a quiet chuckle, turning his head to look at Clay. “You’re so much more than that. And if people think that you are, they’re typically insecure with their own bodies.”
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Clay lifted his head, watching George with a small smile. “Guess you’re right about that,” he said, chuckling softly. He rested his hand on the ground, watching the brunette for a moment. “Thanks, I uh, I definitely needed that~”
(clay be like- what if we kissed in the side of the road behind my car while we were high- JK- unless-)
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