so american~
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Thread Topic: so american~
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Clay smiled, leaning into his side. He opened his mouth to speak but stopped himself, quickly shutting his mouth. No, saying that just causes problems for me, I- I’m not gonna say it again- He exhaled softly, stuffing a forkful of eggs into his mouth.
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“You’re so sweet,” George said softly, pressing a kiss on the side of Clay’s head.
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Clay chuckled softly, leaning into George’s side. “Thank you, hun~” He said with a smile, picking up his bacon and taking a bite.
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“Of course~” George said with a smile, pressing a few more kisses on Clay’s cheek.
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Clay blushed and chuckled, taking another bite of his bacon. He almost started speaking again but stopped himself, eating another forkful of eggs. Stop trying to say it- Stop thinking it-
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“What? You look like your fighting demons,” George said with a chuckle, studying Clay for a moment.
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“Sorry, I’m just- Thinking,” Clay said with an awkward chuckle, taking another bite of his bacon.
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“About what?” George asked, almost in a whisper as he laid his head on Clay’s shoulder.
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“I just-“ Clay paused, wrapping his arm around George’s waist. “I don’t want to f--- things up again,” he mumbled quietly, rubbing George’s side. “I- I don’t want to love bomb you again and- and make things weird, even if it is how I truly feel…”
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George hummed in understanding. “I told you, you can say it if you want. Bottling up your emotions is a stupid idea-“
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“But I- I don’t want to like, make you uncomfortable or anything,” Clay said quietly, leaning into his side. “And, honestly- I- I think it’s the only thing that makes me so- so hesitant to want to go further with you.” He exhaled shakily, staring at his plate. “I- I love you, I really f---ing do, and it’s why I do want to go further with you, but- If you don’t feel the same way, I- I’m not sure if I’d want to do it- I know this makes no sense, but I-“
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“Okay- uh,” George paused. “I really- really do like you, but- but I feel like… Okay, love has been such a… fragile and important thing in my life and I- Inseriously hate throwing the word around. Like- Like, I think I do? I just don’t know if I could say it.”
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“And I totally understand that,” Clay said with a nod, hugging George close. “I would never want you to force yourself to say it just because you feel obligated. So-“ He exhaled shakily, rubbing the brunette’s side with his thumb. “So maybe we- we should hold off on- on going further? I- I’m sorry, I just- I don’t feel comfortable with going further, not like this-“
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“Yeah, yeah, totally fine,” George said softly, nodding. “Whatever you want, okay?” -
(wbwb u^u)
Clay exhaled softly, nodding. “Okay. Thank you, George,” he said quietly, a small smile on his face.
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