birds of a feather
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Thread Topic: birds of a feather
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"I-I promise," Connor replied, lifting his head. "f---, I- I don't know if I- if I can be at home a-alone without going into panic mode-"
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Evan thought for a moment, sighing. “Do you- I could… I could fake being sick? My parents would probably find out, though.”
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"No, I- I don't want you t-to get in trouble with your parents," Connor mumbled, wrapping his arms around Evan's waist. "I- I think I'll be okay, I just- need to calm down and s-stop freaking out."
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“No, honey, I-“ Evan sighed. “I dunno. Sometimes it isn’t about that. I’m kinda freaked out by the thought of this guy, and I haven’t even met him.”
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Connor sighed, leaning against Evan. "I'd feel guilty if you got in trouble, though, just to be with me..." He rested his head on his boyfriend's shoulder, closing his eyes. "I think I'll be okay, I'll probably just- Lock myself in my room until you get home."
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Evan sighed. “Well, how many days do you think you’re gonna skip school?” He asked gently, brushing hair out of Connor’s face.
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"I don't know- Probably not too many, since I can't get too many absences," Connor murmured, exhaling softly. He lifted his head, watching Evan for a moment. "I'm sorry you're having to deal with this, babe."
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“Hey, you’re a package deal,” Evan said with a quiet chuckle. “I get it. And I don’t mind, honestly.”
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"B-But, my- my life's a f---ing mess, why- why would you ever want t-to deal with that??" Connor asked shakily, tearing up. "I- I was an addict, I was suicidal, I- I did a lot of s-stupid and awful s---- I still do! I still do awful s---, and I- I'm just a f---ing burden, aren't I?" He exhaled, his hands trembling. "He was right about one thing, I- I should've taken my life when I had the f---ing chance..."
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“Hey, shut up,” Evan said, frowning. “Don’t ever, ever, say that again, please. Secondly, hun, I’ve struggled with the same thing. Okay, maybe not drugs, but definitely the other thing- but anyways, Con, I might be dead if it weren’t for you. And- and, honestly, if you weren’t the one who had called that ambulance, I probably might wish I was dead, but I don’t, because I got to know you, and you’ve made me look forward to stuff. Hell, you’ve made me look forward to you! And you, you did that, honey. Nobody else.” He said, pointing his finger and gently poking Connor’s chest.
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Connor watched Evan for a moment, tears beginning to roll down his cheeks. "I love you so much, Ev," he whispered softly, hugging his boyfriend and burying his face in his chest.
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“I always mean what I say, Connor,” Evan said, rubbing Connor’s back gently. “I hope you know that,” he added, pressing a kiss onto his boyfriends head.
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Connor hummed softly in response, nodding. He leaned into his touch, a small smile on his face. He exhaled and lifted his head, wiping his eyes. "f---, I'm gonna look like I'm high if I keep crying," he said, chuckling.
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“Well, I think you look very handsome when you’re high~” Evan said jokingly, placing a hand on Connor’s cheek, wiping a few tears away.
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"f--- off, you've never seen me high- Actually, you probably have, I've come to school high a few times," Connor said with a chuckle, running a hand through his hair.
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