because i liked a boy
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Thread Topic: because i liked a boy
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imsoclueless Senior(yeah i wouldn't ask you n make you uncomfy lmaoo
and yeah, i could do that- but my email for school has my mom's number in it already, and it's already logged in on her laptop (and my phone) so it'd be no use.
like, i could maybe possibly just send it to myself and delete the msg, but i'm too scared they'll find out somehow...)
Karl smiled, a hint of concern still lingering on his expression, pressing a kiss on Nick's cheek. "I know this is really, really hard on, me not being here, but I'll be right back before you know it, okay darling?" -
(hmmm yeah maybe wait for a time they’re not home? or like yk they’re gonna be busy?? and maybe it be it spam or smth?)
“I- I know,” Nick said softly. “I just- I hate it, you not being here.” -
imsoclueless Senior(idk, i'm just gonna not worry abt it for now-
i just have this feeling like it's gonna go wrong ^^'
anyways, hru doing? :))
"I hate it, too," Karl spoke quietly, his voice wavering ever so slightly. "I miss waking up in your arms, feeling your touch- f---, I cried myself to sleep the first few nights..." -
(okay, gotcha
im okay! we’re looking at the dorms my older sister might get when she’s going to college and im sobbing :’)
Nick nodded, holding Karl tightly. “I think I’ve cried more than the first few nights,” He whispered, gently rubbing the brunettes back. “I just- my whole life was surrounded around you and everything else had basically crumbled after… Y’know, the accidental coming out and stuff, and then you just, left. And I didn’t- didn’t know what to do with myself.” -
imsoclueless Senior(o o f- i'd be sobbing too :')
imma be a mess when i move out, ngl xD)
Karl exhaled shakily, hugging Nick close. "I'm so, so sorry, Nick, I-" He buried his face in his shoulder, gripping onto his shirt. "It was s-stupid of me to d-do that, I- I wasn't thinking straight, I'm- I'm sorry. I missed you s-so f---ing much, like- It hurt so much, n-not being able to constantly s-see you..." -
(oh i bet 😭
we had senior send off yesterday at my youth group and i was ssooobbinggggggg my eyes out)
Nick hugged Karl close, gently rubbing his back. “It’s okay baby, I understand why you did it. It’s okay.” -
imsoclueless Senior(BRO STOP-
i'm gonna literally be bawling my EYES out when i have to leave my youth group T^T
at least i'm apart of the band now, so i can see my friends still :'))
"But, it- It doesn't feel okay, y-you're hurting, and I-" Karl lifted his head, rubbing his teary eyes. "I feel s-so bad, because I-I love you, a-and you deserved some s-sort of explanation." -
(oh i bet :’
And that’s good, i’m glad you can still see your friends :))
Nick frowned, reaching a hand to wipe Karl’s tears away. “No, honey, you did what you had to help yourself get better in that moment of panic, okay? Unfortunately, I didn’t take it too well, but that’s because I care about you and I didn’t know where you were,” He said quietly. “But I’m proud of you for putting yourself first for once, okay? Because I know you struggle with that-“ -
imsoclueless Senior(yeah :))
Karl smiled through his tears, nodding. "Yeah, I- I just, I feel really bad. But, I-I am glad t-that I went to g-get help, because I r-really badly needed it." He pressed himself against Nick and nuzzled his neck, pressing gentle kisses on his skin. "I'm getting better, though, that's what's most important~" -
“Yeah, exactly,” Nick said softly, holding Karl close. “Don’t worry about little ol’ me, I’ll still be here when you come back.”
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imsoclueless Senior"Stop that, I'm gonna worry about you no matter what you say~" Karl spoke with a giggle as he lifted his head, pressing a kiss on Nick's lips. "You're my boyfriend, so I'm gonna worry as much as I want to, handsome~"
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Nick kissed Karl back with a small smile. “I love you. So much.”
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imsoclueless Senior"I love you so much, too~" Karl spoke with a bright smile, peppering Nick's face with kisses. "I love you so much, I could kiss you forever~!"
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Nick giggled quietly, pulling his face away a little. “Oh my God, stop! That tickles-“
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imsoclueless Senior"Never~!" Karl whisper-shouted, pulling Nick close and continuing to kiss his face.
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