your stupid face.
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Havyn didn't say anything for a bit. "I'm sorry I make you so uncomfortable." She said quietly. "I can stop, if you'd like. I didn't even realize I was doing it this time, I swear." She was talking a million miles an hour out of nervousness.
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"No! It- It really isn't your fault!" Elliot replied, waving his hands in front of him. "I promise, it's just-" He exhaled shakily, closing his hands into fists. "I just- I don't know how to, process, these sort of things, if- if that makes sense..."
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Havyn still felt bad, looking down at the couch cushion. "What sort of things? Me leaning into you?"
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"That, and my emotions, and feeling for you, and- just- just everything!" Elliot exclaimed in frustration, turning to face forward at the TV. "I- I'm just so overwhelmed and everything I'm feeling is so- so new and huge, and I- I don't understand it..." He slumped back against the couch, gripping his hair with his hands as tears filled his eyes. "I-I just want to not be so, overwhelmed and confused. It's- It's too much for me..."
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Havyn's eyes widened. What feelings for her? Were they good? God, she hoped they were good so badly. She wanted to grab his hand and hold it comfortingly, but was worried that would just make it worse. "I-I'm so sorry." She said quietly. -
"No, don't be sorry," Elliot spoke with a sigh, running a hand through his hair. "It's not your fault and- and it never was, I promise. If anything, it's my own damn fault that I can't just- human properly!" He threw his hands up in exasperation, huffing. "I-I just can't get my sh-s--- together, it's not your fault..."
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Havyn gave a small nod. "I understand. But it's not your fault either."
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"It feels like it is..." Elliot muttered, gripping his hair with his hands. "Having emotions f---ing sucks, not gonna lie," he added, a low chuckle escaping his lips. He looked over at Havyn, sighing. "I'm sorry if I made you worried, like, at all. I- I wasn't trying to make you worried, or think I was mad at you- not even about the auditions!"
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Havyn scooted closer to him, grabbing his hands and slowly moving them away from his hair. "I know, it's ok."
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Elliot froze, his hands tense in Havyn's. "I really do forgive you, I- I know you didn't try to ruin my audition..." He mumbled, exhaling. "And I'm sorry for ruining yours."
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"I know you are. I forgive you." She said quietly before realizing why he tensed up. She let go of his hand. "Sorry."
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imsoclueless Senior"No, it's- it's okay," Elliot mumbled, crossing his arms over his chest. "I'm just- not used to physical touch, I guess. And, I know, 'Oh, don't you let Eloise touch you and hug you all the time?' Yes, but I- I think I've just gotten used to their touch over time."
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Havyn chuckled. "I get it. I can stop if you want..."
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imsoclueless Senior"No!" Elliot exclaimed, grabbing Havyn's hands. "Don't, please-" He paused, looking down at his shaking hands on hers. "I- I don't know why, but- when you touch me- Gah, wait, that sounds weird," he muttered awkwardly, his face turning red. He paused for a moment to think then groaned, lowering his head. "I can't think of-of any way to make it not sound weird, but w-when we touch, it- I feel, good. I- I feel calm, at peace, for once in my life. I- I don't k-know why, but I do." He exhaled, gently squeezing Havyn's hands. "So, please don't stop."
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Havyn blushed, letting him. Her face turned red too, and she looked up at him with a sheepish smile. "O-ok." She smiled wider after a bit.
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