Blizzard & Me.
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Thread Topic: Blizzard & Me.
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“I will never have an opinion that wouldn’t be in your good favor,” Sapnap said.
Dream laughed, hugging George. “Yes!” -
(Hi! I'm here for like an hour and a half. I'm also gonna put a trigger warning for sh and su!c!d3 attempts.)
Quackity shuddered. "I guess one of the hardest things to talk about is not necessarily my trauma from Schlatt and all the abuse from him, but my self harm and attempts." He mumbled softly. "And I think you should know that I have attempted at least 2 times." He said, expecting anything from anger to sadness to worry to disappointment from Sapnap.
George caught his breath, giggling still. "You win, handsome." He whispered softly. -
(sorry! it’s my birthday and my party is so hectic 😭)
Sapnap felt a lump of sadness from a pit in his stomach. “Okay. Do you think about anything like that anymore?” He knew saying that brought a lot away from what they were actually talking about, he just needed to know.
Dream giggled, pressing a kiss onto George’s forehead. “I love you.” -
(Ohh! I knew you were busyt, but I didn't know it was that kind of busy! Happy Birthday, Blizz!!)
Quackity turned red in shame. "Yes." He mumbled sadly, but honestly.
George smiled. "I love you too!" He cried. -
(thank you!! i just got my liscence this morning :))
“That’s okay honey,” Sapnap whispered. “Well, it’s not okay, but Im not disappointed in you.”
Dream giggled, hugging George close. -
(Hey, that's great!!!!)
Quackity shivered, tears filling his eyes. "You aren't?" He asked shakily.
George rested his head on Dream's shoulder, tired once more. -
(yeah, i’m rlly happy!)
“Not at all,” Sapnap assured, shaking his head.
“You sleepy?” Dream asked quietly. -
(I'm happy for you! That's amazing!)
Quackity shuddered and pulled up his sleeves. He held his wrists and arms out to Sapnap. They were covered in both vertical and horizontal scars, made by himself. "There's a lot of those." He mumbled.
George shrugged. "Just a little." He said softly. "But you're warm, and I definitely want to stay here." He whispered. -
(thabk you! how are you doing?)
“Okay,” Sapnap nodded, trying to stay calm. “Can we try to stop doing that?”
Dream chuckled, squeezing George gently. “Okay, well, you can sleep if you want to.” -
(I'm gonna be honest here, because lying seems wrong. I'm not really doing well.)
Quackity exhaled shakily, tears spilling down his face. "Yeah." He mumbled. He was so ashamed of these scars. He hated them. "I have you guys now, so I won't." He mumbled. He started shaking, unable to read Sapnap and terrified that he was mad.
George smiled. "Well, maybe I don't want to." He whispered. "Maybe, just maybe, I wanna admire this handsome person right here." -
(oh no don, im sorry you’re not. what’s wrong? is there anything I can do to help?)
“Okay,” Sapnap said softly. “Those are nothing to be ashamed of. They just show how strong you are and what you’ve made it through.”
Dream smiled. “Well, I’ll admire you right back.”
Skeppy shifted slightly, flinching when a shard of a diamond pricked his arm. He picked it up silently, realizing whatever was happening with his diamonds was worse now, and they were falling out. -
(it's just a lot on my mind right now. a lot of my trauma coming back to me and stuff like that. i ended up relapsing badly on sunday. i'm not taking my meds, but i threw up last time i did. at least i'm eating though.)
Quackity choked on his next words, his face paling. "But- but I'm not strong. I'm weak." He whimpered. "They're ugly. They just remind me of my failures."
George giggled and blushed. "Your hair looks golden yellow in the sun." He said softly.
Bad was still zoned out, small tears pricking his eyes as he unwillingly replayed everything that had happened with his ex in his mind. -
(i guess i might be back tomorrow. or thursday... whichever day i make it here. i'll see you later i guess...)
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(oky, i’m sorry all of this is happening. but im proud of you for eating and everything. but you are strong, and setbacks suck, but it does mean you’re trying, okay?)
“No, love, you’re here,” Saonap said. “You’re still here despite all this.”
Dream giggled. “Your eyes are glowing.”
Skeppy glanced up at Bad to make sure he didn’t notice, and his face fell when he noticed how he was on the verge of tears. “Love, you okay?” -
(im so sorry don, everything’s a little hectic right now :()
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