Blizzard & Me.
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Thread Topic: Blizzard & Me.
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(that makes sense. i bet it’ll be fine!)
“I will do just that,” Dream said softly, rubbing George’s back.
“Yeah, c’mon,” Sapnap said, standing. -
(Hopefully it will be. It makes me a little nervous. I'm not one for new things)
George smiled. "Would you mind if we did a little wedding planning? Just something simple. Like maybe flavor of cake or something you are willing to eat for a meal?"
Quackity stood, stretching a little. "Thank you, loves. You like pandas, right Sap?" He asked suddenly.
Karl hummed quietly. -
(i know how it feels, but i’m sure it’ll be fine!)
Dreams smile faltered for a moment, but he quickly got it back. “Of course.”
“Yeah,” Sapnap nodded, smiling. -
(I hope so. It makes me a little nervous. I want to make it realistic, but I suck at posing. So that pose is all of my human drawings pose.)
George frowned a little. "Well, we don't need to..." He mumbled.
Quackity giggled. "Good. I would buy you a real one, but, well, where would it live?" He sighed. "Oh, Karl, dogs or bunnies?"
Karl smiled. "Bunnies. Well, I don't mind dogs, but out of the two, bunnies. And we could find a place to put a panda. It would just need bamboo." -
(practice makes perfect! and its already rlly good!)
“No, I promise, we can,” Dream said, quickly nodding.
“We could, but you shouldn’t get me a panda,” Sapnap said awkwardly, chuckling. -
(Aww, thank you. I've gotten used to people making fun of my sketches because I draw DSMP stuff.)
George nodded, tilting his head. "Okay. Well, if it's too much, just tell me to stop." He sighed. "I will."
Quackity smiled. "But why?"
Karl giggled. "The toy store should be relatively close to the suit place..." -
(I think one of the reasons I'm so nervous about seeing my siblings is the name change and the looks different. Here's 2 pictures of me now, and 2 before.
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(well, i never will. and man that’s a difference!)
“Okay,” Dream nodded, smiling.
Because there’s no need for a panda,” Sapnap chuckled. -
(Aw, thanks Blizz. And see what I mean? I used to have long red hair. Now it's black, purple and reddish.)
George sighed. "So... Cake? What kind of cake do you like? Everyone has there own type they like, so don't say whatever unless- well, unless it doesn't matter."
Quackity smiled. "Alright, fine."
Karl chuckled. "Why are you asking about animals anyway? Do you want a pet, love?"
"Well, no. Well, yes, but also, no..." Quackity sighed. "Where is this toy store?" -
(i know, you’re rlly different)
“I kinda like… red velvet of vanilla?” Dream asked tentatively.
“We can get one of you want one,” Sapnap said. -
(I know. And I feel like they won't recognize me. The name I use for my family and friends is Alex. My siblings don't know me like that. I'm not Alex, or Don. Hell, it's enna to my sister and banana to my brother. Or at least, it was. They probably had to forget me. This s**t is giving me a f**king mental breakdown...)
George smiled. "What about really velvet with vanilla frosting?" He asked softly, smiling. "I don't mind, just I can't eat much of red velvet cake. It's really rich."
Quackity flushed. "Well, I would like one, but guys, that isn't why I'm asking! I wanna - f**k, it's support to be a surprise!'
Karl nodded. "Okay. Well, we can talk later about the pet, okay?" -
(hey, deep breaths, it’s okay. i think it’ll be okay, alright?)
“Oh yeah, and we could even do like vanilla cake instead,” Dream shrugged.
“Okay,” Sapnap chuckled. “C’mon, lets go.” -
(I hope so. I just, I don't know. I'm lying to myself to keep myself going. Yes, I've eaten, no, it's only been a few days since I showered, or I'll shower tomorrow. I changed my clothes. Yeah, I take my gloves off. No, I haven't hurt myself. Yeah, I do take care of myself. Yeah, I drank water. Yeah, I have healthy relationships. These are all f**king lies I tell myself. I blame it on forgetfulness. It isn't me forgetting. I chose not to.)
"Well, I don't mind red velvet. Or we could do cupcakes, some red velvet, some vanilla?" George suggested softly.
Quackity smiled brightly, skipping ahead of Sapnap and Karl then turning and waiting for them.
"He always does that when he's in a good mood." Karl said softly to Sapnap. -
(im sorry, forgetfulness can be a good distraction sometimes. but you have to stop saying “don’t do this” to yourself, because don’t is barely anything to your mind, if you think of not doing something, you’re just gonna think of doing that thing, right?)
Dream blinked. “I dunno. I kinda like the idea of cutting the cake and everything..”
“I know, I love it,” Sapnap smiled, walking up to Quackity. -
(Well, I tellyself I have done something over and over and over again, until it becomes a reality and I can live there okay, because I'm tricking myself. Reality is hard. That's why I roleplay. That's why I draw. That's why I got into the DSMP. It blocks reality, the reality that scares me. I'm really not anything more than a kid, who never grew up. I'm scared of the day I have. I lie to myself about myself to cope.)
George nodded. "Okay. Well, we can do either. Whatever you want. I don't mind, just red velvet is a denser cake and richer."
Quackity chirped happily, bouncing on his toes. "I love you!'
Karl smiled. "I love you too, baby."
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