Blizzard & Me.
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Thread Topic: Blizzard & Me.
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(I trust you. I hope it does, but my anxiety gets so high, my depression and anxiety collide in the worst ways and then there's the random ADHD outburst that I get that add to anxiety. Everything seems wrong when that happens. And still does.)
"I sleep all the time. Besides, I wasn't tired. You're more important to me than sleep." George said softly.
Quackity sobbed again, nodding. "It might help." He whimpered, trying to stop crying.
"And I have you!! You're smart, and funny, and amazing!! Dad is the best dad ever and Lem is the best fiance I could ever want!!" Gold cried, moving closer to Skeppy. "My family is better!!" -
(I hate my mental instability. I'm having a breakdown at the worst possible time and I can't reach my friend and your not on... Its hard to keep calm during this, but I want to keep my promise to you...)
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(I don't want to hurt myself, even though I do because I promised you I wouldn't. But no matter how much Of try to stop crying, or try to fix my thoughts, it just comes back again...)
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(I feel so lost, so dependent on you to keep me safe right now. I feel so useless. I can't bear to think of annoying you, but I have depended on you more today and yesterday than ever before. I'm sorry if it annoys you. I just- I don't know. I don't know...)
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(sorry, i was gone
i know it’s hard and i’m so proud of you for not hurting yourself
and its okay to cry sometimes, it’s rlly okay
and its okay to depend on me, i love to help:))
“What do you even think about when you think of me?” Dream mumbled.
“Okay, hey, I’ll be right back, then, or do you want me to get Karl to do it?” Sapnap whispered.
“Okay, okay, fine you do have the best family,” Skeppy chuckled. -
(I'm sorry for panicking and all of this, but I think the only reason I haven't hurt myself yet is you. Everything hurts now. I feel like I've done something wrong. I'm worried I hurt you or drove you away and I don't want that. I don't want to lose you. I'm sorry... I just - I can't cope with this...)
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"Your handsome face, your eyes." George whispered. "This beautiful man in front of me."
Quackity sobbed, shaking his head. "No, stay with me, all of you, both of you, please!" He sobbed, clinging to Sapnap.
Karl groaned, rolling over.
Gold giggled. "Yay!! I won." -
(hey, i’m proud of you, oky? you’re doing an amazing job
and you definitely didn’t drive me away, i was just busy irl last night, im so sorry, and i’ll always be here, okay?)
Dream flushed red, hiding his face again.
“Hey, hey, we’re only gonna leave for a moment to help you, okay? We’re not gonna leave you,” Sapnap said gently.
“That, you did,” Skeppy said,
chuckling. -
(Okay. I just don't know what to do. My best friend and her gf are taking me to play laser tag today with them. They want to get my mind of my mother and all of this. My friend is ready to kill my mother if anything happens. I just- I keep weighing people down. I overreact to everything, I hurt people by my actions, I just - too many mental issues for my own good...)
George smiled. "Hey, Clay, you are beautiful, you know that, right?"
Quackity sobbed again. "I don't even want that!! That's what Schlatt said a lot. He left me..." The winged man broke down, becoming hysterical and curling up.
Karl whined, shifting and gently touching Sapnap's leg. "What's wrong, sweetheart?"
"Yay!!" Gold cried, hugging Skeppy. "I won!! Dad, I won!!" -
(hey, trying to get your mind off of it sounds like a good idea, yeah?
and hey, that’s not your fault, that’s just who you are, and that’s totally okay)
Dream gave a single nod against George’s chest.
“Hey, okay, we won’t leave, I promise,” Sapnap said gently.
Skeppy laughed, hugging Gold back. -
(I guess it is a good idea. But I'm worried about third wheeling and messing things up for them. I'm also worried about making my gf jealous. But my issues vary from PTSD to Anxiety to random ticks. I'm mentally f**ked up.)
George giggled. "Listen here, you. I love you, unconditionally. I compliment you because of how much I know you don't like your appearance. And I love you. And need to tell you that you are amazing."
Quackity sobbed, muffling a wail of pain in Sapnap's chest. "It f**king hurts!" He wailed, shuddering. "I keep letting you down and having these anxiety attacks."
Karl frowned. "Quackity, it's okay. We love you. We're here for you, okay?" He said softly, trying to understand what happened.
Gold giggled, sighing. "I love my family."
Bad sighed. "Good, Gold!"
Lem yawned, xeir tail curled around xem. -
(but they win it’s you, right? so its okay
yeah, but that’s okay, you can’t control that, and it makes you who you are, and you’re an amazing person, so :))
Dream gave another singular nod, trying to get George to stop as he attempted to give his fiancé a back massage from their awkward position. He gently pressed his fingertips into his back, moving up and down the span of it.
“No, no, love, you’re not letting us down at all, you’re okay,” Sapnap whispered before looking up to Karl and whispering as quietly as he could. “Could you grab a healing potion for his wing? And you have to run, he doesn’t want either of us to leave.”
“I love my family too,” Skeppy smiled with a chuckle. “Now, lets have dinner.” -
(Fair enough... I just struggle a lot. No one actually seems to understand...)
George shifted his shoulders back, smiling gently. He stopped talking, but started playing with Dream's hair.
Quackity sobbed, clinging to Sapnap. "Okay."
Karl nodded, quietly and quickly leaving the room.
Gold nodded. "C'mon then. Let's go eat in the living room. " -
(i know, i probably don’t either, but im trying my best for you
im sorry if i don’t, but i rlly do believe you’re an amazing person)
Dream continued to massage his back, eventually making it to his shoulders.
“I’m right here, you’re okay,” Sapnap said gently.
Skeppy nodded, turning to make his burrito. -
(That's what my friends tell me. I'm a great person. I think you do. The advice is good, and there is no way you could've known what to say if you don't know what I'm going through or understand how I function.)
George relaxed completely, sighing. He wrapped his fingers in Dream's hair, smiling softly at his fiancé.
Quackity nodded, starting to mumbled in Spanish. He kept his head down, his face hidden in Sapnap's chest.
Karl found a healing potion and quickly went back to the room.
Gold smiled, making a burrito for himself and one for Lem.
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