My Life: Uncensored
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Thread Topic: My Life: Uncensored
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Dadrocks43 NoviceWhen I was born, I lived in Haiti. We were poor and moved to Florida. I then grew up spoiled and unappreciative. My brother was born and had a lung problem - it led to him almost dying. Imagine all the attention he got then. I wanted the attention so I would misbehave in school. Fought everyone, even teachers. Then my mother started to beat me until I bled because I was so bad. At age 8 I began to cut myself. I lost 80% of blood in my body. I went through Heart failure twice and 7 blood transfusions. I had to go to therapy. At age 10 I started taking codeine ( strong pain reliever) and would occasionally stab by hands with small peices of glass. I would also sing and write songs to ease awaythe pain of feeling abandoned. at age 12, I went to an All county chorus competition. As I was using the restroom, A homeless man raped me brutally to the point where my vaginal organ was hanging by a thread. I never told anyone. A year later, at the doctors office, I was given a physical examination. They discovered I had been raped. My parents could'nt believe me. They didin;t trust me. I felt so alone. I became a radical Satanist. I did everything from voodoo to witchcraft and all. I still felt empty. One night, a voice urged me to slit my own throat and hang myself. I got up and TRIED to do so but, my body was so sore. I dragged myself to the kitchen and stood up. Right when the knife was about to enter me, My mother ran and tackled me. I had to be sent to a mental facility where they could monitor me. At age 13 - 15, I suffered from Bolimia. I would eat everything I could and force it out of me. I felt so imperfect. So unwanted. So ugg!. My next attempt was to shoot myself with my friends' parent's gun. as I pulled the trigger, a Sudden yell " (My NAme)". I jumped in fright. I looked around and there was a bible opened and shaking almost. I read it as I was crying with all of my strength. The verse : Psalm 139. To this day I believe that God allowed me to suffer and realize that I was not wanting anything else but him.
So, If you felt like he wasn;t there,
Look at what happened to me and think "Is that a coincidence?" -
MoonlightNinja NewbieI don't think so...
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I think it's sick how you'd lie about this kind of stuff. Some of this could be plausible, but many of this is lies. You wouldn't be able to live if you lost 80% of you blood, and to be able to hide that fact you were raped that badly for that long would be completly impossible. Also, not all Satanists do voodoo and witchcraft. Going to a mental institution for trying to kill yourself does happen, but definatly not to someone that young.
Things like that happen to others everyday, and I don't know if you were exagerating or what, but joking about this is not funny. -
The Geek NoviceLost 80% of your blood?? You die when you lose 50%. And raped to having alot of pain. I cant really comment on that as Im a boy. And a surprising amount of people have tried withcraft.
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