My vent thread.
- Locked by Hephaestuschild on Oct 29, '23 8:21pmReason: I see everything you do, petulant
Thread Topic: My vent thread.
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I feel like I'm given a chance to have a good thing but I always screw it up. Why do I do that? Life is too hard I can't do this, I just want it to be over with so I don't have to deal with petty human problems. I try to express myself through art but it's not enough, the pain I feel, the anger I feel, it's like a bottomless hole. No matter what I do I can't get rid of it, I want a new life. Ha, too bad you can't just buy one off amazon. What even is the point of human life, each generation does the same thing, raises their kid, kid now adult goes to work and tries to make the world better but successfully fails. How does God deal with us, if I was him I'd want a vacation.
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Why do I try to fix broken people but neglect to fix myself? How do I care about others but not about myself?
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There is no purpose to human life except to continue to evolve.
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I just want to be cared about and not used! Humans are horrible why do we lie and pretend? Why do we leave helpless babies on the streets and hurt people? Why doe we murder? Why is child abuse a thing? Why does a corrupt government get to control us? Why why why? I have so many questions that will never be answered, I just want to fly high above the clouds at midnight with the cool fresh air stinging my cheeks gently. But I can't cause I don't have wings. I don't want to live in sorrow. I wish people would understand how hard it is for me to control what I say and how much I regret it once it leaves my mouth.
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my stomach hurts so bad
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Someone asked me what I would say if my bio mom suddenly knocked on my door asking for me.
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Here's what I would say:
Am I finally good enough? Huh? It's ironic you should show up at my door asking to talk to me after abandoning me. Why don't you go huff some more drugs and curse more children with ruined life? I have a half-sister that probably doesn't even know I exist you b----. How come after abandoning me and losing your rights you decided you want another kid? And when she is taken from you, fight for your rights? Why does she mean more? Am I that much of a mistake? My fathers blood is on your hands! A.K.A. the only parent who gave two f---s if I lived or died! It was your fault he had to get a divorce! It was your fault he was driving to court and wrecked his car killing himself in the process! Maybe I would be living happy with him right now if you weren't so petty and had just given me to him. The only reason you wanted me was to taunt him! You wanted to show him that he couldn't have me even though he cared about me. GODDAMN YOU! YOU DIDN'T EVEN LET HIM HOLD ME! GO f--- YOURSELF AND LEAVE ME BE! I HAVE A LIFE NOW AND IT DOESN'T INCLUDE YOU! -
I hate myself....
I guess I'll just start making threads to talk to myself because no one wants to interact with me. I understand why though, I don't need humans I hope we go into world war three and we destroy earth with nuclear bombs. I'm better off if I'm my own friend, after all it's kill or be killed. Besides a lone wolf is a live wolf that's how it goes right? No one understands me, I lie to myself saying that tomorrow's a fresh start and everything will be okay. But it won't, I literally feel like I'm going insane, slowly losing my wits and humanity. I talk to myself, I actually have some interesting conversations. -
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