I see nothing but a fire
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Thread Topic: I see nothing but a fire
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My uncontrollable urge to join you, how I miss the blaze.
How I desperately wish to end my suffering.
What is the use of my life, I sit and ask myself? Why have I been created, if I hate myself?
I want to join you, Fire. I know your there. I know your pressure. I know what you feel. To get somebody to know your emotions, hatred, trust and personality.
I know you don't want this life. Be honest, we all don't.
What have you done to us, you may ask. Ask you wither along with your daily routines, I suffer hell on earth. You won't know. You'll never know who I am are what I am, Blaze.
Please, just kill me. I don't want to life. If this is what holds for me, i'd rather end me. I don't ask you to care. Fine. Nothing could be worse for me than what I'm doing. Please. Don't beg or mourn for me. I can't handle 13 years of this. You don't know me. You don't know what I go through. Your blood is my sweat.
So Blaze, just end me. I don't see this. If Blaze doesn't kill me, something will. I can't leave you Gotoquiz. You are the only life I had and ever will.
~Jake (doodle) -
is that really how you feel?
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Yes.
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Im so sorry you feel that way doodle. I got SUPER emtional When i was reading that, i cant stand another loss of a friend (even though we dont really talk i would like to think of you as my friend)Im sorry that there is something in your life that makes you not wanna live it. That sucks, i know i've had strong feelings like this. But its admiralble how you focused on the positive. Yeah i dont think i could leave here anyways. I hope my little speeched made sense and helped you. I hope it did. And if you wanna talk to someone about your pain, talk to me. I understand this stuff, cuz I've one through it
- :) Graci
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