I used to be so different.
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Thread Topic: I used to be so different.
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Not that who I am today is bad, I'm much more mature, but I'm still searching for my place.
I remember when things were a lot simpler. I went to school and did my work. I always got straight A's and had no problem doing work. So many years go by and I'm still having trouble putting the pieces back together. My spirit is much as it was a year ago. God, I don't even know what I'm talking about anymore, but everytime I try to shape up something breaks away again, unbalances me.
This is the only place I have to talk.. my parents are always busy and even when I do talk to them they don't really understand. And all the while I eat to suppress the internal pain.
I just can't get a grip. I'm 17 fuking years old and I can't stop acting like a baby. I'm becoming cynical again and it's just plain annoying be around my own self. What I really need is a slap in the face and a kick in my side and being told to get the fruk up. How did I become so weak? -
I think since you kind of have a bad connection with your parents, that could be a cause...
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It's not that really. I love them and they love me. We're a very close family, but we both want different things, and are in different parts of our lives. They want a farm, and I want to travel and reach out.
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Yun Yun NewbieFarm life is nice. Very cozy, but traveling around to new places is such fun. :3
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