this kills like a bullet
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Thread Topic: this kills like a bullet
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Account Newbiei just found out that my own damned family doesnt even wanna be around me.i had to find this out on my own.i over heard them talking.i only have 3 friends.just friends.not best friends.over the past year or so ive been thinking of ending my life.but never did anything cause suicide is stupid and selfish.but then i thought how can it be selfish.how can it be quiters talk when theres no one around who gives a damn about what i do anyways.if i leave people will be unaffected or satisfied that im finlly out of there hair.call me stupid.call me a coward for using this fake account.call me a dumb teenager who complains for everything.truth is nobody will post here.proves my point about me dying.i should just do it already.to bad i dont got any guns or a noose to do the job.or any booze or drugs to overdose on.and stabbing myself will take to long.im stuck in this life.im a soul trapped in this grotesque life.im trapped in a life where im just trash.thanks god.thank you to satan.if either of you to s---s are even real.
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You're wrong. Look, I'm posting. I give a s---. Every life is sacred and important to me. You have 3 friends in real life? Great, I don't even have one. Even if you tell yourself no one will care if you're gone, that isn't the truth. Suicide is a horrible and painful thing to deal with. You lose someone, a life that had potential. I would care. I don't even know who you are and I would care. Life isn't just this moment, okay? Things eventually will get better. Guess what? My mom was pretty much raped and beaten by her first husband, but if she didn't keep going I would 1) never have been born, 2) never would have been able to learn from her and respect her and love her 3) she would have never met my dad whom she and him are very much in love.
If I commited suicide in the last place I lived, I would have never had any of the positive things that have come afterwards. If my brother commited suicide when things got tough, he wouldn't be around to have met the girl he loves and enjoy life. Life is all about your attitude. My family has leaned on God through all the hard times, and it's given us hope and happiness. Life's what you make it and just because you're going through trouble right now doesn't mean it will always be that way. I pray and hope things go better for you. Don't give up. -
XP What Ana said,basically.I'm sure you still have years to go,don't ruin it by ending it now.You'll never know if it'll get better or not!
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dont give up, hold your head up high and dont let people be cruel to you, fight back, you dont deserve to be treated like that, X hugs X
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i agree
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